The evil stare
the depressive glare
the cut on her arms
the rings and alarms

in her ears
here comes the tears
of a beautiful girl
stuck in a world of no return

her eyes turned red
her soul turned black
doesn't know when her love
will come back

awake at night
living with nothing but fright
the death lights
shine so bright

brighter then ever before
as her arms begin to bleed more
the old cuts begin to scar
as she sits and etches more

of what she wants
and his name
her tears show
no soleum shame

she knows
there is no gain
for all those tears
and so much pain

when he left
he broke her heart
and that is when
the cutting starts

she thinks there nothing left of her
so she cuts, and cries, and burns
trying to take her own life away
only because he wouldn't stay

sets down the razor
holdss a gun instead
holds it tigher
to her head

her eyes start to tremble
her body quivers
the hand with no gun
begins to shiver

he wouldn't take
what she had to give
so she decided
not to live

stuck on a path of no return
the fire of love with always burn
through your soft, breakable heart
the pain of love with surely start

more then just a willowing fright
the road of love will set you right
stright, down the street of torment
the pain of love leads you to decent

so i ask myself one simple question,
the fire of love leads to a sudden depression
but is it all really worth it
cause love will slowly rip you  apart
bit. by. bit..

I know I messed up
but take a chance on me
we've been through so much
i just cant up and leave

please dont let this thing
come inbetween what we had
and we what believe..

Got my baby back in my life
one day i wish to be his wife
but for no im just a ****
who doesn't know what she wants in life
cause in the end it's all the same
so weak and lame
wish i had more money and fame
to get my mind of this
it hurts, my head, and my fist
i just wish we were still together
but we both know we couldn't have lasted forever
knowing we want to be more then friends
god, this feeling is getting to my head..

first time we broke up
started talking and i choked up
but then i finally woke up
we tried again
we gave it another spin
I thought we could win
I thought wrong again
so i count slowly to ten to release some anger
but anyone who got in my way the next few days
was probably gonna get strangled
my words are completly mangled
but im ready to untangle
the boys better back off
before i fly off the handle
but you stop me everytime
thats why those chills run up my spine

what if i said i love you
and at the same time
came out and hugged you
told you im your best friend
and not a soul above you
maybe a soul, but a bad relationship
pays a toll
just because we hit a pole
doesn't mean we can't care anymore
shorty i care,
im living no more in despair
the thoughts and memories we share
makes me wanna be there

I just wanna die
I dont want to be alive
i dont want to survive
I just want to be a small teen
living in a world of scenes
no matter what im going through
but i dont know what the hell to do
the support i need isnt coming through
he just left me here
told me i could go anywhere
as long as i was away from him
he gave me that beautiful evil grin
with those gorgeous eyes you could get lost in..