lies, all around me
all he did was lie
lie to me, lie to my family
lie about everything.
all he did was want to make me snap
he wanted to make me scream
he wanted to watch me break
he wanted me to blow up.
he makes me cringe
he makes me cry
he makes me want to slit my wrist
he makes me want to die.
hes nothing but a *******
hes nothing but a waste
a waste of skin and bones
with the intellegence of a rock.
hes got enough brains to let him talk
let him walk
let him chew bubble gum and walk at the same time
and then the intellegence stops.
hes nothing to me anymore
hes broken all trust with me
hes killed the feelings i had
hes destroyed the heart i held together
just for him.
hes the one i would **** off
if only i had the chance
the chance to break his neck
to stab him right in the heart
to make him feel like he made me
to make him feel like death was his only escape.
i want to make him feel like me.
i want him to suffer
i want him in pain
i want him to completely scream
just because thats the only release.

I want him, to try and fill my shoes.
and see if the lies he told me, would be
something he'd take back.

he put that ring on my finger,
and looking at it kills me.
but everytime he tells me he loves me,
i say it back.
even though i don't mean it.
i dont think he knows...
there;s someone else.
some i actually love.
someone i cant go a day
without thinking about.
someone who has no idea i'm falling
in love with him
i wish he knew.
i wish he would see how much he means to me
i wish i knew if he loved me back.
getting mixed signals all the time...
it hurts.
it tears at my heart.
and my soul.
i wish i could straight up tell him
baby im falling in love with you
but im scared of what his responce could be
i wish it was "me too.."
cause then i could be his.
which is all i want.
i just wish he knew.
everytime i see him my heart cries
everytime i text him
my heart jumps to my throat.
i wish he knew how he makes me feel
how he makes me smile..
i wish he truely felt my love..
but he doesnt.
and therefore,
my heart cries.

everytime i look at you
i see your shining smile
i look into your gorgeous brown eyes
and see into my denial

i know that i love you
i know this feeling is true
i just wish you could see
how much I truely mean to you

i try to avoid the pain
of seeing myself with him
when i deeply want to be tied to you
ill dump him on a wim

sweety i would love to have
your fingers intertwined between mine
maybe you not wanting to be with me,
is only just a sign?

i tell myself to let you go
time and time again
but in the end all i do
is cry and cry like rain

tearing me slowly apart
is the thoughts that i have had
contimplating and knowing i want you, so badd

even though i wish i didnt
i know that i love you
i just wish that you could see
how much I mean to you...

there is no way she could ever love you
not like me.
never.
there is no way anyone could.

the way she looks at you,
and pulls you closer.
the way she kisses you
and cuddles close.
she will never love you
not like me.
never.
the way the sun shines to your eyes,
and she protects you.
the way she hold your hand,
and holder you tighter when she sees me.
she'll never love you
not like me.
never.

i wish you could see
that i could love you better.
i could hold you tighter.
i could kiss you more gently.
i could pull you closer.
i could protect you moree.
baby, i wish you could see,
i could love you better.

the way she stares you down,
and runs her fingers through your hair.
the way she shows how much she cares,
and giggles at your jokes.
she will never love you
not like me.
never.