I look to the heavens above
As I smile and shed a tear.
A spirit travels to thy father's love
From a life that has been lost so near.

Losing you has always been a fear for me
Reminiscing the life we once shared.
You left our side so calmly
I never thought I would be prepared.

I'll never forget what you told me
That you would always care.
And you'll always watch over me
So I should never be scared.

I share a smile with you today
Knowing I will see you again
No tears or sadness will come my way
So I bow my head and say Amen.

Together we spent the time and found emptiness in the end,

There was part of me that will always and forever be; close to you.

I don't know weather or not it was all me or the both of us to comprehend,

The things we knew we were breaking through.



My world is known by everyone, because I let them in so easily...

The unknown is a mystery to those around me and to myself.

Being a passive identity, without the thought of whats inside,

Compromise for someone that I use to know...



I cannot tell the future, and I never wish to know...

Given the strength to live through each day.

My heart is there for those around me that in-power my soul,

The wisdom is spread through someone a-new.

Sitting alone and thinking of you,

Memories that could of been made.

Yet breaking my heart because I pushed you away,

Talking of fate and what the future may hold.



The hardest part is losing what is in front of you,

Telling yourself, you can do so much more.

Yet giving up you told yourself you would never do,

Now your gone and there's no return.



If so many things were different,

The sense of reality and attitude of life.

We were compatible in any sense,

Though the understanding took an effort.



I'm here and you are there,

The greatest gift was just to meet you.

Caring for one another in a short period of time,

Living the moments of life.....

You helped me…
Get over the past, and the one person I was starting to become.

I know I’m strong, and I have a great personality.
When the time is right… that is!
I have many faults as well…
That might have happened more than once!

You are in my thoughts constantly…
I don’t want to lose the positive vibe I feel from you.

I’m lost in the world with bright vibrant colours,
Fading is never a thought while standing in your shadow.
With in the time frame given spent,
So much of the connection has been overcome!

Being in control…
Too not lose what is of more importance to me!

I am proud of what I went through,
And believe I can do so much more for myself.
Looking at the one person who ‘helped’ me,
Defining you as being content, a feeling that should never be lost.

From the first time I seen you, to this day... You make me feel like it was yesterday and I get to be me.


Your another love in my life

As you walked into my world

And I took a deep breathe

Without knowing where we would end up


I wanted to share and show my affection

To you and those you have so close


Please meet me in the middle

And don't look at me like I'm a stranger

While waiting for the trouble that may always find us

That I need your hand in mine to keep us strong


Your the one love in my life

I need your soul to slide next to mine

You may fail to see me running

Because I've been waiting, so I can run to you


I don't want to give up

On the current history that has made

A love that could be strong

Or be pushed to grow weak of regrets


I don't want to be alone

As long as we are able to sit in silence

I wait for your answer to be love

Be the love in my life


Yet in the end I want you to be you, just like when I first met you.

I met up with you in a coffee shop,
I felt so relaxed as if we knew each other for some time.
It was the beginning of something that I lost quite some time ago,
Having the sense of being a thought in your mind.

Thinking of the potential that I assumed is mutually there,
I want to know more and gain the knowledge of you.
Growing everyday in the exchange of conversation,
Lead to the more exclusive meetings.

An intense feeling of being lifted grows in my heart,
That my life told me happiness was right around the corner.
Rejoicing the new enjoyment of my world,
Taking my time as I wrap myself in it.

The time goes by and I rarely see you,
Being busy in our own frame of life.
Sharing an interest in one another,
Yet not showing how much is actually there.

Making it slowly aware to one another,
Of loving someone; like you.
Time is more of value and is contributed too,
Understanding each other is the biggest benefit.

I torture myself,

With the love I try to find.

Encouraged by my soul and another,

Forever looking for the one and only love.



I'm lost without a cause,

Escaping the torment of another soul.

The bring-me downs,

I just want to be loved with a purpose.



I want to hold you,

As you grasp me with all your might.

I want to feel safe,

as you held your own child in your arms.



I'm I that worthy of you,

Without judging me of my past.

The times we shared,

Considering that I have a soul.



Is it just me,

I'm lost... no direction.

Growing from what found me,

And trying to make my life better.



Can you accept me,

For who I am and who I chose to be?

It takes a little courage,

And a strong mind to help me.



Yet I do choose you,

I want to be stronger...

Build a human, to their strongest

Obtain goals and gain comments from outsiders.

I want to feel...
Feel like I'm more than I am.
Feel like I should never doubt myself.
Feel the love that will never be let go.

You can look at me tonight...
Tonight I see everyone.
Tonight I am out of place.
Tonight my heart has left me.

I want to say sorry...
Sorry for the words I misspoke
Sorry for the actions I mislead.
Sorry again for what may be lost.

You want to see past all that I am....
Am I really the one you want.
Am I that shows the refined detail of a woman.
Am I the one you want in your bed.

See me for who I am...
Take me to trust, as I lay next to you.

You are the one I've been waiting for...

The one i believe is going to cancel out the heartache.

Even out the mislead and misunderstandings

Moments of joy and re-births are brought forth.



Sleeping in the comfort of your arms

I feel more wanted and more loved.

Holding your hand as we walk through the park

Enriches my soul like the flight of a dove.



Looking deeper into another identity of life,

I find images close to my own.

Watching the reactions in anothers' personalities

While thinking of what the future beholds.