The pain when you left was almost unbearable
It was as if god himself was shooting me in the back
It was as if knives were buried in my skin just to teach me a lesson about appreciating what I have
I never knew that the saying “ be careful what you wish for” was so true
Because now I’m sitting here on this cold dark floor learning how hard it is to miss you.
When you said you loved me you said it with a crack in your voice which made me doubt it
But I realize now you loved me so much it was too painful to express
Never once did the thought of you leaving me cross my mind
But when you did it felt like there was a break in time
I know now that I didn’t have a thing to be sorry about because it wasn’t me who ****** up
The heartbreak left wasn’t something that would just go away
Its hard as hell to watch the person you love most change
But when it comes down to it I'd rather you be happy than feel the misery I do