I see you there
across the hall,
I wonder when
you'll see it all.

I see here there
right next to you,
why can't she see
my point of view.

But you don't care
and I wonder why,
I care for you
so much I'd die.

I'll show you all
the pain I feel,
I'll show you how
it's all not real.

But I can't live
when you're not here,
you chase away
all I fear.

I leave the hall
as I start to cry,
and I wonder if
I should just die.

I saw you there
across the hall,
and here I am
about to fall.

You left me there
in the poring rain,
my heart was breaking
and I was in pain.

As you walked away
beside the wall,
I felt the tears
******* start to fall.

I missed you then
but I wouldn't go back,
cause my whole life
had fallen through a crack.

I felt the pain
almost everyday,
no matter how I tried
it never went away.

I hated life
so I cut myself,
and I did not want
your ******* help.

The blood it fell
but I wasn't found,
cause you just ignored
the cries for help that I wrote all around.

Starlight, star-bright
first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might
have this wish, I wish tonight.

I used to wish on so many stars, they all could fill a mall
I used to think they'd all come true, when the star began to fall,
I always wished for the same thing, instead of wanting it all
and never did I see, the writing on the wall.

My wishes never seemed to come true
but my wishing was never through,
I wished for what I could never have, but always would persue
the thing I wished for, would forever have been you.

I must have been wishing, on all the wrong stars
I might've even wished a couple times on Mars,
they might have never made it, through the windos on the cars
or maybe they got stuck, behind some metal bars.

But thanks to friends I've found another
one whom treats me better than my mother,
one who acts less like my brother
and more or less like a lover.

I am sorry that I love him, and that you are to late
my wishes never came true, so I made my own fate,
towards the stars who killed my dreams, my heart is filled with hate,
I just wish for you to know, I will no longer wait.

Why do I feel this way
why do I hate each day,
why does my heart never say
that everything will be okay.

Why is this pain with me
why won't it leave me be,
why can't my eyes see
that you will not deceive.

Why can't I leave the past
why am I always the last,
why is my life going by so fast
that I'm no longer part of the cast.

Why is my life going by
why is it all I can do is sigh,
why do I wish I could fly
then fall into the ground and die.

Why is it that all I feel is dead
why is it that I can't listen to my head,
why is it that I can hear things being said
but all I see is an empty bed.

Tears are like
a bittersweet rain,
they fall for love
and they fall for pain.

My tears they fall
because the pain is so great,
my tears they fall
because of the hate.

The pain it comes
and the pain it goes,
almost like the sun
when it starts to snow.

The snow it melts
and turns into water,
the water then leaves
as the days get hotter.

As the days grow hotter
the more we have pain,
as we wish for a breeze
or a drop of rain.

The clouds they come
like the sky is in pain,
and that is how tears
are like a bittersweet rain.

The happiness I felt
as I watched them start to bleed,
these scars they will not heal
nor will they all recede.

I watched the blood fall
as the curtain starts to rise,
I feel my heart break
as all hope dies.

The pain I feel inside
as i watch the blood fall,
will not go away
just like the writing on the wall.

The show is starting now
as the droplets form a pool,
if you think you know the story
then you are a fool.

It's all about a girl
who would rather die,
then live her life
knowing it was all just a lie.

When the curtain finally falls
everyone starts to leave,
but by then I can
no longer deceive.

I see the funeral
there's really no one there,
I see my family
are they the only ones who care?

I hated my life
but I lived it through,
for what it's worth
all I wanted was you.....

You left me in
my room of tears,
to find a place
full of fears.

You left me where
I would be free,
but in that place
there is a fee.

You left me here
and now I'm lost,
and I did not
know the cost.

Thanks to you
I'll never be found,
and thanks to you
I can't make a sound.