Lost in myself, I cannot feel
Control I aim, I stumble and fall
Believing you, that's why I lose
Emotionless, I'm falling apart

Reaching for you but falling through
Confused I am, I'm losing ground
Embraced by you in my own mind
Holding on to the sweet beliefs

Calling out my own reality,
Screaming out all my fears
Overwhelmed by all insanity,
Sacrificed a thousand tears

Calling out in pain my weaknesses,
Fighting to get back whole
Overwhelmed by madness,
Lost in the darkness of my soul.

She sits in silence, but the silence is beauty, the thoughts ponder her mind as she forgets the world around her. Slowly.. Slowly opening new eyes. The dust on her old picture frames never seemed so thick, it seems as though the memories they have came and gone to never come back again. The same song replayed over and over, a love sick melody sinking into reality. But the days humiliation is always the same, but yet she is invisible still to this day.

You see the rain fall down,
On the dull window pane,
Forgeting all you know,
To see the music notes,
All alone,
In the darkness,
Not afraid of the dark,
But whats in it,
Leaving everyone,
And everything,
Hurting the ones you love,
Healing the ones you hate,
Not caring when your last breath will be