Myself or you,
Who am I trying to convince
Never again can I do,
The things that I've done since

You pull the strings of my heart
Why can't I gain control
You play me like a harp
The destruction tune of my soul

Red puffy eyes
Can't let him see me like this
Put on my disguise
Hide my face to dream of bliss

It's all I think about
It's weighing on my mind
My heart so full of doubt
I always fall for that line
I said no you sought me out
Tell me will it be real this time

Pry open my chest
Steal my heart
Failed the test
You can restart

It's all I think about
It's weighing on my mind
My heart so full of doubt
I always fall for that line
I said no you sought me out
I think it might be real this time

This time I won't let you in
I can't take it once more
You know my weakness within
The ***** in my armor

It's all I think about
It's weighing on my mind
My heart so full of doubt
I always fall for that line
I said no you sought me out
It was never real always a lie

Here Under the water
I find my piece of mind
Beneath a broken reflection
Of what I am inside

I don't want to feel
I just want to be numb
I wanted to float
But instead I sunk

I reach for the surface
Grasp desperately for air
But in these depths there is solace
Just pretend you're not there
Body present, soul no where

Judgmental glances
Burning holes in her back
With the devil she dances
Once white is now black

When you gamble
You will loose
And the darkness
He will choose

If you open the door
He will surely enter
Back again once more
To smother the ember

He won't stop at anything
Not till you're in ruins
Nevermore to sing
He dances to the invisible tune