the moon shines brightly
with it's cheesy grin
the moon shines brightly
like the sun's twin.

I watch it nightly
as it phases, ever so slow
as it slowly spins
with a sorrowful glow.

patience he taught me
was the hardest to learn
yet once mastered
could easiest be burnt.

heaving loudly, in his usual spot
a spot that none would take
he wonders quietly why he tries
to race across the endless skies.

weighted down, heavy.
grief filling every open space
the little part you didn't know
she filled, now an empty place.

didn't know her well
a face that you passed by
now gone, eliminated
causing the painful tears you cry.

she passed before it was her time
anxious to be an angel
crossed the road to Heaven's gate.

one cut
two cuts
three cuts
four
someone's knocking at my door.

five pills
six pills
seven pills
eight
sorry, i might be a bit late.

nine days
ten days
eleven days
twelve
my food's still sitting on the shelve.

thirteen flushes
fourteen flushes
fifteen flushes
sixteen
why do they have to be so mean?

sometimes i ask myself,

'am i really

that weak

to cry

over something's

not worth *it?'

I wrote some words on ancient stone
So you will know you're not alone
These silent words, a heartfelt plea.
A prayer that you will come to me.
These messages I've left you,
Come from my heart,
And all are true,
So I sit here in reverse and dream that
You will come to me.