My body trembled as those odd memories keeps in and out of my mind
Untold stories invade my inside
As my tongue tastes the bitterness of the words and exploring for the sentences to be told
My throat composes sounds of agony
As the darkness continues on thrusting itself into my chastity
The emptiness keeps on toying the zenith of my thoughts and searching in every inch of my conscience.

I can’t hold t anymore,
I scream!!!
I explode all the forgotten feelings inside of me
The painful juice of defeat is standing in front of me
Staring closely at my face, laughing victoriously
I’m all-in,
I discern the devilish grin of my past and it began to swallow my left energy

My apathetic eyes abate into bleariness
My lips involuntarily shut as I hold onto the collected sounds inside my throat
I bury myself into the depth of cold nights
I’m exhausted….
Maybe it’s time to release…
It’s time to let go all of my agitation and let myself drown within pleasurable dreams.

Look at me. .
No,I can't see you
why?
Because it is only her I laid my eyes

Touch me. .
No,I can't feel you
why?
Because i'm holding her in my hands

Call me. .
No,I can't hear you
why?
Because it is her voice i want to listen to

Be with me. .
No,I can't stay with you
why?
Because i'm with her

Please love me just once
No i can't
why not?
Because you're not her.