I've been I love with you for so long that it hurts
It hurts because I know. You will never love me the way I love you.
It pains me that my sexuality is what turns you on.
It kills me that ur only attached to me for something that can only be physical and not mental and not emotional
Slowly in dying waiting, waiting to finally see a change.
Waiting for you to see that more than just a person who is your *** partner.
But someone that wants and hopes that for the past seven years of being in love with you.
That I could finally be your lover.