As i lay in this field
I question the sky
Am i alive?
Or did i already die?
As i walk through this field
I question the earth
Is this all real?
Or did i already die?
I collapse in the woods
And i question myself
Is it worth being alive
Without you by my side
I must have already died

I love you but I'm so confused,
Do you love me or am I being used,
You say you will never walk away,
But are you really here to stay,
While you're by my side I'll believe your lies forever,
Because everything seems so perfect,
When we are together.

is it worth it anymore?
is it now you lying *****?
all the lies and all the tears
all the cuts and all the fears
i cut myself to hide the pain
i love you but i don't wanna play this game

Silently the stars collide
i see the  fear shine in your eyes
I take my gun from your head to mine
and think. God what has possessed my mind
I **** the gun and pull The trigger
I hear the hammer fall then figure...