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Kai McC Aug 2015
I'm tired of being so easy to get over
I want to be something fatal--not the common cold

I want our love to take us down like cancer
Slowly slipping in and spreading until it's impossible to remove

I know it's horrible
But I want to be the one who consumes you

Take you piece by piece slowly
Until... there is no way to live without it

Why can't I be
And why can't you be

That for you and
You for me
Wrote this months ago but idk how to fix it so.... here it is.
Kai McC Apr 2015
Tell me my name
Tell me my story
Tell me where to go
Because I don't wanna know

I don't wanna know if it's true
I don't wanna know if you've stopped
I don't wanna know if you love her
Because I miss you

I miss you like my crazy misses sanity
I miss you like the sun misses the horizon
I miss you like the cherry unpopped
Because I never gave it up

I never gave up kissing
I never gave up holding on to you
I never gave up laughing at your jokes
Because maybe I like you a lot

I like you a lot
Or maybe I hate you
Kai McC Dec 2014
I know I can't be a storybook princess
So I don't know why I expect a prince

Expect a true love
A happily ever after

I guess I suppose everyone should have a chance at it

But that's not how life works
Is it?

Life is full of ups and downs
You have to make of it what you can

The people you meet...they aren't necessarily your destiny

You have to take them as they are and make your own happily ever after

Be happy and fall in love if you can
But don't expect it

Realize what you are
Who you are

And appreciate what you have while you have it

Because life is not a story
You don't have guarantees

Or spells that can change everything at a moment's notice -- reverse death, induce love, bring happiness to all

You have to be your own magic spell
Your own hero, your own prince

Save yourself
No one else is coming
Kai McC Dec 2014
Just me and you
Sitting at the Battle of Waterloo

At a standstill
Going through Hell

Which of us shall fall?
We could have had it all

Love me
**** me

Keep me
Shoot me


It's never enough, is it?

To feel this way
But watch it waste away

In a fantasy
Why can't I see?

All may be fair in love and war

But when I'm dealing with one, I'm failing at the other

I'm lost in the roar
Kai McC Sep 2014
Pain chimes in
Beckoning me forward
As if I don't already know the way

A path paved with good intentions as they say

When all you want is to forget
You remember
And feel ******

Descent is easy
Kai McC Sep 2014
That moment when...
You can't even begin

Because your lost inside a thought
Thinking of all that life has brought

Where do you go now
Where do you go how

I dont know where
I dont know how to get there

But I got a picture

A picture of where I want to be
It's you I want to see

Laugh with me
Teach me the key

Of finding your way
Of everything being okay

I know I can do it
Kai McC Aug 2014
Please don't be afraid to get closer
To ride this roller coaster

I'm ready to go, ready to make a move
I don't want to be stuck in a groove

I want to be moving at the speed of light,
Feeling ready to take flight

My heart is beating too fast
How am I going to make this last?
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