I'm not ready to Give Up. This is not the End.
This is not Desperation. This is confidence.
For the first time in my life I believe in myself.
The outcome Doesn't Matter.
Failure doesn't feel like Failure anymore.
I'm tired of Running. I'm putting up a fight.
It's exhilarating.

I will win you over.
You will be mine.
I've got this.
It's my time to Shine.

What if it's not me?
What if it was her you cared about?
Was I being selfish?
It was good for you to care for her
I should have cared more too
I was blinded by my ignorance
But now I understand
Still,
I can't help but feel it was me you wanted that night
Me who you really wanted to care for
I guess I'll never know. Just dream

I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling

I didn't think this would happen
I tried my best to resist
But you've found your way into my mind
And entangled yourself with my sinew

I'm afraid of the crash

I want to go to sleep
I hope to dream of you
I need you to tell me everything will be all right
I love you

The reality of the situation
The doom and gloom of my mind
The optimism of my heart
Always in contention for my life

But which will I give in to?