I'm not ready to Give Up. This is not the End.
This is not Desperation. This is confidence.
For the first time in my life I believe in myself.
The outcome Doesn't Matter.
Failure doesn't feel like Failure anymore.
I'm tired of Running. I'm putting up a fight.
It's exhilarating.

I will win you over.
You will be mine.
I've got this.
It's my time to Shine.

What if it's not me?
What if it was her you cared about?
Was I being selfish?
It was good for you to care for her
I should have cared more too
I was blinded by my ignorance
But now I understand
Still,
I can't help but feel it was me you wanted that night
Me who you really wanted to care for
I guess I'll never know. Just dream

I want to go to sleep
I hope to dream of you
I need you to tell me everything will be all right
I love you

I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling

I didn't think this would happen
I tried my best to resist
But you've found your way into my mind
And entangled yourself with my sinew

I'm afraid of the crash

The reality of the situation
The doom and gloom of my mind
The optimism of my heart
Always in contention for my life

But which will I give in to?