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  Sep 2016 Cecelia K
Madison Brooke
I want you to rip the messy sutures from my stitched-up heart and
I want to love you with my chest wide open.
I want the icy air to whisper across my bared arteries and scoop the black from my lungs
I want you to kiss me so hard blood runs down my teeth.
I want to taste the salty crimson on my tongue and know
I am still breathing, that
I still have a pulse.
I want your eyes to burn holes in my skin & the cauterized nerve endings to emit a single sharp scream
I need your sweaty palms to take away the sting.
I want you to wake me from this gray unending dream.
I know meteorites always hit the sun or crash to earth, but
I want our comet to blaze through the night sky for a few bright seconds before the freefall.
I will ignore the craters you'll carve from my bones.
I know
I will end up lying in a hospital bed with skin grafts and bleeding bandages, but
I want the rose-tinged words that will leak from my eyes like saline-tipped blades.
I want to slowdance with cyanide.
I want to tiptoe on a razor-littered sidewalk.
I want to swim with sharks;
I want to dip my hand in fire;
I want a gradual descent from a cliff with a tattered parachute;
I want to toss my heart into your freckled arms.
I want your fingers around my neck before
I realize it.
I want you to destroy me.
I want your smile to eat me alive.
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  Sep 2016 Cecelia K
Madison Brooke
in the fifth grade
we whispered oaths with wide-open eyes
the decaying gums of a chronic smoker
and the **** addict's exposed ribs and bleeding scabs
burned into our retinas
but they never thought to warn us
of the dangers of warm brown eyes
and a smile like floodlights
of ragged breaths in a window seat
and the drug that his hands can be
  Sep 2016 Cecelia K
Madison Brooke
You are not a work of art.
Has the Mona Lisa ever breathed? Did the Venus de Milo blush the first time a sweaty shaking nervous palm slid into hers?
No;
The girl with the pearl earring never laughed so hard her stomach hurt. Klimt’s gold-shrouded lovers never heard a song so beautiful it was hard to speak.
But you?
You have lost yourself in the pages of a book. You have felt gravel shred the skin of your bare knees, cried when your goldfish turned belly-up in its glass bowl, extracted a sliver from your thumb. Last summer when the night seemed to stretch a million miles in either direction you sat in the backseat of your best friend’s ****** car, windows open, your eyes closed as the music and the soupy August air washed over you.
When you took that painting class you studied the swirls and whorls of Starry Night and traced the careful strokes of a master painter. What your teacher never told you to do was stare at your eyes in the mirror and do the same.
You spent all those years in awe of the lounging picnickers formed by millions of miniscule spots so close together they formed a whole. You never marveled at your own skin, at the pores and goosebumps and freckles that make up your flesh.
So begin.
You are more than marble. You are more than brushstroke. You are soul and sweat and skin and blood and life. There was something so important that the greats always failed to capture: that awful, aching, breathtakingly beautiful thing keeping  your eyes blinking, your synapses firing, your heart beating and feeling.
You are not a work of art. You are so much more than that.
Cecelia K Sep 2016
When I was a kid I remember playing with magnets and learning about the science behind them. To no avail, I tried pushing like poles together with the sheer force of my little hands. I knew no matter how hard I tried to get a different outcome, the two south poles and two north poles would always repel eachother.
I eventually had to accept that truth despite the stubbornness inside of me screaming it's objections.




And that is how I'll have to let you go
Cecelia K Sep 2016
i still have an indent on my left pinky finger
from the ring i wore that reminds me of us
the little metal heart that was once a dusty shade of pink
i painted it blue
the shade of the dress i wore on our first date

i still think about the mural
as you watched me paint
i could feel you falling in love with me and
i could feel myself falling in love with you
you're in every messy brushstroke on that canvas

i painted our hill on a canvas i bought on clearance
i painted us and the stars we would look at
i promised you that i would someday show you when it was complete
You never got to see it

as i painted, you painted me
quick and loud strokes of electric blue and silky red
and the happiest shade of yellow id ever known and
you signed your name with a kind of pride i never expected

i lay in the puddles of your paint and
i wonder if i will ever out grow the indent
or scrub off your four lettered name off of my hand
off of the in-between of my fingers
off of my forearms
off of my waist
off of my shoulders
off of the small of my back
off of my quivering chin
off of my flushed cheeks and
off of my expecting lips
our love story told by someone who claims they know how to paint
if they ever saw your work they would feel pretty sheepish
Cecelia K Sep 2016
you feel like my favorite song
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