i yearn to be in a constant state of those midnights

i want to always be so enveloped in your presence that once im thrown out of it i stumble and reach for my balance, you.

i want to always feel like were the only ones awake in a world that seems to be sleeping

I remember that night you asked if I would ever marry you
without having to think about it, I blurted out yes

I remember that night we were all talking about the kissing snow outside, as we left you ran out side and kissed my cheek.

I remember watching lightning, eating thai food, playing with sugar gliders, singing our elephant love medley, laying in the middle of the street, sitting around the fire, teaching kids about theatre and looking up to see you smiling at me, blowing bubbles like we were those kids, sitting in your empty house listening to the sound of me playing your guitar, you telling me you miss my ponytail

I remember hugging you and never wanting to let go because letting go of you meant you were going to leave again.

I remember a lot of things and the thing I cant ever forget is the way you changed me.