imma just sit here and assume.........
you don't remember who sat next to you not knowing u but helping u with your self esteem issues, the same person that instead of taking advantage of you took advantage of helping u
you don't remember who you stayed on facetime with for two days when they were home alone, cracking jokes, talking, relating, being friends
you don't remember who showed you the positives of your life, why u should embrace who you are
you don't remember who showed u that love you needed when no one else showed it, when u would hang up our calls to cry so no one would know how u felt
you don't remember who u poured out your heart to when it was broken and needed to fix
you don't remember who fixed it, called you everyday, checked on you throughout the day, dropped everything when u called
you don't remember why u loved me or when we were in love
you don't remember or probably don't know the amount of pain i went through falling for you even though i knew falling hurts
you don't remember who complimented u when u weren't use to it
you don't remember what made me find interest in you not ****** pleasures but the way u lived your life
you don't remember who fell in love with your insecurities because they we negligible
you don't remember the guy that sat down on two calls and talked to both your parents
you don't remember not having friends and i was your only friend
but what u do remember is when i ******* up and things i said
you do remember cursing me out because of what i use to be like
but what did we gain from this
three years of being friends and what's to be accomplished?
your self esteem is somewhat fixed, your happier, you have friends,
but me i'm stuck in a black hole attempting to get out
and right now i can't get out
i want someone that loves me and embraces my mistakes not scolds me for them.
but i guess i'm not perfect enough for you :(