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I always read the prose that when you leave toxic people, they wouldnt chase after you.

that's not always true.

One day, you're going to fall for someone so hard that you could already imagine what its like growing old with him. You'd think about the future dates you would go on, the comfortable silence between those moments that you'd only want to stare at the vast space of the universe. You'd feel like those 'I love you's seem like the assurance that you'd always be together.
It's not//

One day, you'll feel the tiredness of being with someone you thought you'd be with for a life time. You can never see him in the next few years in your life again. After all the love, all the tears shed; All those arguments that were nonsense, all those spoken and unspoken hatred for one another. You'd feel tired of the routine of breaking one another and making up for things for some time. Every little thing will make you break and you'll finally decide that it's been enough to try for so long and today would be the last.

You'll leave him and he will chase you. Not to assure you that he loves you and that he understands why; but to say he loved you and tell you all the mistakes you did to him. He'll tell you that you're making a mistake for wanting to leave because when you did something that scarred him, he still stayed. "You're not in the right nor wrong on all aspects..." he would say. But there's always a catch of "... but you will never find someone like me and your decision is a huge mistake."

-L.O.