Hi
We're strangers, but
In my head I have these memories of us
Laughing together
Holding hands
Just so full of love
It all seems so surreal
Like we have known each other for years...
Have we?
My days have been such a drag that I don't know
Who I know anymore..
We are constantly changing
Or letting emotions like stress or lonliness
Or things like work
Finances
Even age consume us
We lose track of time and even ourselves
People come and they go
Constantly meeting, and avoiding
Distancing themselves from one another
Trying to figure out who they are,
Or where they belong
But I know you belong here
With me
Right?
I know that I'm a ****** person
Toxic right to the core
Im the type of person that I would avoid
But I promise I'm changing
I think..
Actually
Just yesterday I had to convince my shadow that we're still boys
Because he seemed adamant about me being a good person
******* didnt even want to follow me
Guess I said it too many times
Crazy right?
Thats what I get I guess
All these grey skies followed my selfish lies
Things I won't soon forget
Cause after everything
My shadow ended up being my only friend
But now that there is no Sun
Where has he been?
****...
I guess I still got some kinks to work out
Guess thats why we're strangers now
Never even exchanging a glance just
A couple of passerbys
No hellos or goodbyes