Have you ever cried at night thinking it was bad?
Have you ever lost a love, the only thing you ever had?
Have you ever screamed out loud from the pain you felt?
Have you ever ever stopped and looked at the pain you dealt?
Have you ever questioned someone of love and if it's true?
Have you ever really wondered if they truely feel for you?
Have you ever felt abused or worried while you wait?
Have you ever made a huge deal over someone being late?
Have you ever had them leave and watched them walk away?
Have you ever thought of leaving, but could only sit and stay?
Have you ever hurt someone and looked at what you've done?
Have you ever been the one that's hurt and thought you were the only one?
Have you ever loved another and never told them so?
Have you ever tried to tell them, but you did'nt know how it would go?
Have you ever been alone where nobody could see?
So, you sat at good remaining, unknown, having no where else to be?
I've felt this way before. I've felt and dealt it all.
I've even lied and cried and felt the fall.
But, nothing makes it better. The guilt and the pain. I wish it all away. I wish it was not real, but that's not the case, and it'll never be, it took me too long to open up and see.
I must own up to my mistakes I've made, get past the pain I've felt, wipe away the tears, and tell someone when I love them before they go away, and maybe if I word it right, they just might want to stay..