Justin: Poems

1.6k · Aug 2013

Jealous

Justin Aug 2013

Jealous

I cant believe im here again
I thought i left it in the past
But a mask cant be worn forever
Biting my tongue in jelousy
Bringing out my frustration into anger
On the people who dont deserve it
Im sorry
I guess the only thing wanted was what i couldnt get
That special "something" you had
Why can't i have it
Maybe im not ready nor mature enough for it
So i attempt to find my someone and instead i found lies
And the worse part is i lied to myself for 7 months straight and didnt notice till the end
So again here i am biting my tongue in jelousy
And wishing i have what you had
Anger against "your type" because i wish i was them
"****** *******!" and isulting the weak that you like
has made me the same im nothing but mentally weak
All i ask for is unconditional love from both ends
Too bad i only found it for one
I truely feel sorry for her
And i congradulate anyone who wins your heart For i envy him
Here i am letting my tongue free of jelousy
Im sorry this poem didnt rhyme
But right now i dont believe i have the stregth to do so

F.C

1.1k · Aug 2013

I AM a believer

Justin Aug 2013

I AM a believer

Ok maybe the word wasn't treasure
But
Trust me you were better
Than what I've settled my anchor on
But who said the cap'n pleasure should be the first
To be grant upon?
No one
I just hope that one someone will understand
Sometimes a mustang needs to roam
And be alone but i have been to alone for too long
That letting go of the first love feels wrong
For ****'s sake i sound pathetic
like the stupid pitbull chasing its tail even though it never gets it
My feelings for you only were a trick to the dome of my headaches
The only difference is this actually helped serenade
Late night games
Turned
To late night discussions
Then
To late night calls
Then to late night video calls
To me you are as addicting as the last cigarette
But you wouldn't and couldn't let that happen
To let me in to your heart would be tragic
Right?
Or is that just a false accusation and suggestions?
You got from poems and story's
Just ask this question
"Do you REALLY want to be alone forever?"
And then you'll remember the love you felt for him
And yourself will answer that question
To me you'll always be at the back of my head
And at the front of my heart
Not even rejection will tear me apart
I wish i knew were this poem SHOULD end
My believing will probably never end
For the #1 thing you are is my best friend
F.C

P.s i mean it <3

1.1k · Sep 2013

Redeem

Justin Sep 2013

Redeem

Im sick
Of hiding behind the fence
Of normality
When you get down to reality
Everyone is either slightly closer
To either
Normality
Or
Insanity
Which are you!?
Go by inspirations?
NO **** THAT! HATE YOUR INSPIRATIONS!!
Impire yourself to become an inspiration
And to make other ******* weaklings
to kiss you *** to try to get tips out of you
Amd when that day comes
You simply give them the same tips i gave you
BREAK RULES
GET MAD
GET INPATIENT
DO STUPID MEANINGLESS ****
AND LEARN RATHER THAN FEEL PITY FOR YOUR SELF
FALL
RECOVER
HEAL
LEARN
AND REPEAT
Until the day youre inspired to inspire
The person you are today will ALWAYS know more therefore be wiser THEREFORE be better and closer to perfection than the person you were yesterday
Show people you can
Show people you would
Amd show people you could
So you say to yourself
I will redeem
Redeem i shall
and redeem YOU WILL!
I promise you my fellow freind
Everyone who stood by your redemption
Will love the new you
And everone who left
Will miss the new you
Do NOT invite them back

F.C

898 · Aug 2013

Lets go

Justin Aug 2013

Lets go

Hello my fellow freind
Lets go
Lets go to a world were things make sense and YOU control that bubble called "reality" in which we live in
Continue sinning and singing as if everything is allright
and it will be allright just how its right to love the night
We dark souls are just the yang in which ying reflects her perfection in
So before you doubt this world i invite you to is real, take a chance and explore
with me dont let the Brightness blind you
just hold my hoove and trust
as i do too
i will guide you
child.

F.C

545 · Oct 2013

G.o.n.e.

Justin Oct 2013

G.o.n.e.

Put on that sweater to better cover those red lines
Which you gave yourself
to get the attention of the world
including that guy
you want people to cry and whine when you die
But the only thing you obliged
Are some pity and sighs
I think u need some help
Not a boy
Just yourself
can fill the empty ******* void that you felt
Of depression and stress
Its only you now to the left with the rest
Your mind will be your savior
Your the new sailer
Jesus cant take your wheel
Especially after you touched it
So you go girl you got what you wanted
Im no longer your main drag
*** of right now i forfeit
This is my white flag
Accept or ignore it

F.C.

493 · Sep 2013

Jack

Justin Sep 2013

Jack

Even after leaf i turn
It will never mask the burn
I cant simply walk away
Without feeling guilt and pain
All these feelings i used to get
Meant nothing in the end
Because i have got to let you go
But i dont want to be alone

Now that i have found new ground
I still find myself around
Made believe i found the one
But then you come and open up
Realizing i have a choice
To fill this loveless void
Do i jump or do i stay
But it is already too **** late

Can i find a way
To you

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