they witnessed her destruction,
then were left to wonder why,
she saw nothing but darkness,
though the stars shone in her eyes,
but maybe they'd forgotten,
when they failed to see the cracks,
that a star's light shines the brightest,
when it's starting to collapse.

i lend everyone my ear,
but nobody my heart,
And i sure would like to change that,
but i dont know where to start,
i smaile moreto myself,
is in my own company,
people  dont know how i feel,
they never even ask,
it seems that i have fooled them all,
they cant see past my mask,
if they were with me late at night,
when the world was still asleep,
maybe then i'd let them sort,
through the secrets that i keep,
but when i wake at 2am,
nobody is ever there,
and i learnt that why i hide my heart,
is because no one really cares.

I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is to "act okay" and "always be strong" when in reality, you're so close to the edge

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o    b      e         o     o
r     o                v     u
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t

you still make me smile, even if you're the reason why I'm sad

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) _ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)████████████(♥) _ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) _ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) _ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє.

she is the girl that has a few best friends. she is the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. she is the girl that expects way too much. she says she doesn't care what other people think, but deep down, she does. she is the girl that will hang up on you but then will call you back and say sorry. she is the kinda girl that will put all of her trust in you until you give her a reason not too. she is the girl that will never leave your side when you need her. the girl that will go out of her way just to cheer you up. she is the girl that says she isn't ticklish, but she really is. she is the girl that will not give up on you of she really believes in you. she is the kind of girl that truly believes in love...