my phone explodes in my face.

safety escapes my petty ways.

scream the pretty things i wanna say.

pray some day,

i hear you say my name again.

traumatic thoughts, i feel insane.

but its just another day.

moody, chilly april nights.

months away from our favorite lights.

i put them out one at a time,

patiently i write these lines,

painful, I refuse to cry.

soul-searching for a better lie.

i missed you,

the hours you were away.

the beautiful way you make me sway.

you say the things i can't say.

you make worlds out of broken things.

but i know you'll **** me some day.

once, i met a girl,

who wasn't you.

love is a strong word,

i'll never use.

but i used her.

i don't remember the rest.

you were right about the stars.

they look nothing like your eyes.

and that moon,

it has nothing to do with you.

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imtiredofkissingstrangerslips

i don't know if I'll call,

dont know you at all,

distant and tall,

tender, i fall,

seasons, they draw.

my birthday is yours,

i'll never sing,

words and thoughts,

they never mean,

probably the best,

in my head,

your head on my chest.

soak the love they left.