he sniffed her out
she fell for his charm
she fell into his bed
too fast
too fast
passion
or frenzy?

over & over
again & again
he pinned her down
red ribbons,
red dress on the floor

it wasn't sweet
it wasn't sweet
my, what big
teeth you have
what big marks they leave

the sun rose
the moon set
he slept fitfully

bruised, ****** & sore,
she waited

finally he woke &
crunch,
munch
he ate her for lunch

and I tried
so hard to
be everything you
wanted. I molded
myself into someone
I wasn't praying
I was satisfying you,
praying I was
becoming someone
worthy of your loving.
In the midst of finding
my new self.
I lost my
old self;
the self I truly am.

I know what love is.
Love is not when you love someone for what they say
Or how they act;
Love is not when you love someone for what they do
Or how they look.
Love is not a feeling.
Love is not a passion.
Love cannot be spoken,
Nor heard.
Love cannot be given,
Nor taken.
Love is not an emotion,
Nor a vibe.
Love is a force.
Love is loving someone for who they are
Inside and out,
Through and through.
They are that, and that is perfect.
Love is not when that matters more,
But when these matter less.  
Love doesn't wait,
But instead, it lasts.
Don't look for love,
Let it find you.
And believe that it will.

I want you to write your name with your tongue inside of my mouth so I can feel it every time I speak

I love to feel your body next to mine
I languidly run my nails up and down your chest.
Time has been kind to you, you've aged like fine wine
Next to you I feel delirious that you desire me.
I feel addicted to you, my passion is boundless.
Every time I see you, I smile,
Wantonly I want you to defile me.
Craving you like an addict craves his drug of choice.
Your touch emblazones my need, my lustfulness.
How long will our desire last?
Until we run out of breath?
Until we desire others?
I kiss you deeply, hear your heart pound in time with mine,and
I lie in the knowledge that we will never desire another
                                                  j.g

I wonder if you'd want to know
I named all of my demons after you
And
They haunt me in my sleep

When I was 14 I fell asleep in April
And dreamed of bones and
I'm not sure I've really ever woken up
Since

When I lost 5 pounds I never saw a
difference

When I lost 10 pounds my mother said I was
looking good

When I lost 20 pounds I stopped drinking anything because
I felt water had calories

When I lost 30 my mother held me on her lap
And held my bones together for me

When I lost 35  started fainting every morning
And
The doctors could no longer easily find my
Blood pressure

When I lost 40 people started to stare
And food made me cry

When I lost 45 it hurt to walk and to
lay down
It hurt to eat
It hurt to breathe and
I started throwing up my empty
Stomach

The mind plays tricks on those that
decide
nourishment is not needed

Eat.

So honest and so true
Just know I am here for you
Forever in my heart
An amazing friendship from the start
Trials and tribulations all set aside please don't be afraid to be you
Please don't hide
Our friendship is one to never end
I love you because you're my best friend
You keep me happy you keep me high
Your the one that helps me gets by
Don't ever let this go again
I never want to lose my great friend