I don't fall asleep until 2 am Because you're constantly on my mind And when I try and kick you out You find sneakier and venomous ways to get back in So I lie here in my bed until 2 am Until I drift to sleep Until you leave my mind
is it better to live or die? the happiness, yet the terror the fun, yet the grief who knows what's good or bad as for now i choose to rest to live, yet be dead at the same time
Your stare is like bullets Going through me Extracting every emotion from my body Leaving me numb, speechless And for the first time I wasn't sure if this is what I wanted...
My mother had always said "There are people worse than us, people who are starving, people without a home" Yet did she not know That my heart was starving That my heart needed a home So broken So beat up Is a heart that can no longer love.
I look in the mirror And see a body of waste A useless human being A ****** up mistake I look hard and long For a slight chance of beauty Yet all i see are things gone wrong Think positive, I know I should But it's hard, when you see nothing good. ~j.c.b.