years ago i had presents ready and stayed up all night memories ago i had paragraphs written and typed out my heart lifetimes ago when we were friends but today i sit quietly in the dark still staying up late only now the words barely leave my mind and get stuck in my throat: Happy Birthday i only wish we’d still talk
i miss you i’d shout into the clouds but it’d turn into fog for the truth is becoming ever clearer i do not miss you i miss what we used to be i miss the version of me that only you remember
i think i love you i love the way you smile i love the parts you hide i love you when you’re sad i love you when everything is mad i love how you light up every room that you’re in everywhere that you’ve been i know i love you