It's not a tickle when I feel it
It's a slap in the face
Given only at that moment
Right when you think it's safe
Hard headed emotion
Brings a tear to my eye
Selfish and tormented
The truth turns to a lie

How far would I have to be
To consider myself runaway?
Sick of feeling resented
Walking on egg shells everyday
Whether I can't or won't
It's the do or don't
Give it a moment
And it might just disappear..
It's the fight from fear.

Holding me here
Darkness comforts me
No harm can come here
If its not there to see
**** my brain dry
And give me relief
It's the battlefield I've dread
Beyond all belief

Sweet but sadistic
It's makes me remain
Sour but soothing
I'm real when I feel pain
I'm real when I feel pain
When I feel pain I'm real
And you with, how I must deal.

The sole place with a one way view
You can only look up from here
To the untrained eye it seems tragic
but its a place I dare not fear
Don’t be fooled by its appearance
Its not a local *****
Where no man braves to end up
Not a soul welcomes the bottom
Not of the bottle
Not of the sea
Not of the place
where you once deserted me
Not of the lie
Not even of the truth
Despite playing the part
of the dedicated sleuth
The bottom is honourable
Its where you find the flavour in the pan
The single and last place to search
when you have lost all that you can
Its where you find the answer
Its the moment of a revelation
Where you find all of the treasure
that you hunted through dedication
Lets go to the bottom
and rise up once again
For you have nothing left to lose
but a remarkable  life to gain