I dreamed one morning I had awoken in heaven
And  to my  dimaying
I had a sigh of relief and I just said

If this is as bad  as I'll feel,when I'm dead
I think I just I might
get out of this bed
So thinking   That.        
" I  had already passed" I questioned Am in
heaven , and  still here on earth .?
I felt so  near and yet far away  
detached yet aware as I've heard others say on the every day duties I' d laugh where I d of cried
And inside my heart many fears  
I thought of our lord  walking calmly on water  
rising above life's  rushing waters
  In this dream my earthly were  burdens  light and remote

I was  holding the hand of the just
Finally rested and trusting God's love
I calmly awoke
Forgetting the  troubles of ever day life
Outside of the living but still in way
I could hear  my lord 'voice in a new way
All from a dream  form which I awoke




Imprinted

The love you took with you to the grave ,
is as present here, today, as yesterday.
I wear it like a wrinkle line  in  the expression of my face

They  are the traces  of  my loss of you
in the angle of my smile
and It is not in a hurry to let go
Cause missing you is  
now's my second nature

like breathing in and out plain air
love in love out, loss in loss out
and that's why i get scared