Her clothes look so unnatural now,
the want to rip them off takes over...
To think of all the things she'd allow,
my days have become all about her.
I wait for the day that we're alone,
that fiery spark to catch her eye.
To hear my name amidst her moan,
in bed as one, as our bodies lie.
Will she jump on me or I on her?
She says she's a wild one in bed...
It's hard to keep my mind off that lure,
this want's a craving that must be fed.
To feel her smooth skin from head to toe
first with fingers, before my soft kiss,
with most time spent on parts we both know,
I'll give her the time she wants in bliss.
Clothes long tossed onto the bedroom floor,
giggles turn into shouts of pleasure.
After all the fun she'll beg for more,
while I'm so thrilled to find this treasure.
She's now asleep, my arms her cover,
As I find what makes me smile so:
her sweet words, as first I'm a lover.
How close we'll always be, we both know.

The new sun comes by the hour,
but it's rays show me no mercy,
no rest; the eternal shower
above my head all but takes me.
It drives one to shadows so cold,
so dark, sleep is the only out.
My heart dealt, but you called the fold,
my eyes tell stories as they shout.
This familiar place is home,
sadness is always there for me.
The only constant as I roam,
from heart to heart, in search of glee.
Pleasures of the flesh, first intent,
but I learned to crave something more.
All our plans arose from the scent,
as we returned to thought before,
the place we were, where months ago,
delectation first joined our wants.
Instead, found what's cast by the bow,
but turned away; of me it haunts.

My mind tosses more than my sheets at night,
from the bittersweet results of my day.
Thoughts race across in speeds due to slight fright,
I wish this horrid deterrent away.
I've patiently awaited those sweet words
to escape your lips before they met mine.
This ink and these lines are truths never slurred,
my offerings in truth to see you shine.
You have spoken of your feelings for me,
but your past has made it hard to move on.
It keeps you from being able to see
I would make you happy from dusk till dawn.
Please be the one to put me out of place,
forever turned away to fade alone.
I'm always above their hesitant pace,
to stray from the familiar love known.
He hurt you constant times before, this one,
who holds you now like you hold memories
of blissful times with him, now that's done;
not truely yours, he holds you with his tease.
You won't ever regret giving me a chance,
my honest words echo my thoughtful deeds.
Get me out of this misery I dance,
for me, don't take his words in which he leads.

In vain is this attempt to set things right,
As I learned by your actions, unfairly.
The same day you destroyed, as this I write,
Like all the others, so cold you've left me.

Oh how I envy you, dear soul,
Your place is more peaceful than mine.
Through hard times you still remain whole,
And the aftermath sees you fine.
Too tired of these constant breaks,
that leave me splintered, crushed to dust.
Unforgiving, these too real aches,
when my loyalty brings me rust.
I die a thousand deaths through time,
while you see one death, at our end.
Others' hands hold my fate in my prime,
Our own for you, no pain to mend.

Dear heart, how I envy your place,
to have such attention from all.
To be seen, and able to trace,
To stay in body at our fall.
Your existence is known and strong,
how through pains you piece back as one,
to know love and inspire song!
I haven't felt since we begun...
To give myself is to decay,
when you can do so on a whim.
To know you beat at every day,
even when our times seem too dim.

A grand chance to share what I know
from the reasons that I smile
I hoped my truthful words would show
the grace and heart of my style.
Nice guys finish last but I hoped
to rise above and prove this wrong.
But this just showed how well you coped,
that you weren't nearly as strong.
Blinded by warped love gone astray,
you gave in to his practiced pleas,
tossed your feelings for me away,
and confided in how he cleaves.
If he were truthful in his words
he wouldn't have hurt you so much
since the first split span you backwards,
and sealed your cries without a touch.
You'll forget my pain soon enough,
until he pushes you again.
and then you will see just how tough
it is for you to guide my pen.
When you come back I'll have no choice
but to dismiss you no colder
than you did me when you rejoiced
his flame for you that smolders.

But as love's blind, it blinds as well;
you followed your heart like I do.
You'll emerge from that broken shell,
And for that I will forgive you.

I entrust my patched heart to you,
from what you've shown I know it's fine.
I only take what's deemed as true,
your eyes gleam when you look in mine.
I asked myself if it could be,
to see another in the stars.
******* cast me out to sea,
but you began to heal those scars.
Your past pain mirrors mine so well,
you trust me even more than he.
And I won't be afraid to tell
I'm better then he'll ever be.
Someday soon starts a new way on
paved with our smiles and laughter.
Hesitation is all but gone,
Our happily ever after.
(Psyche).

Tonight, by your words, you killed me.
Words I hoped to hear in our past,
but you brought them to life in three.
The hours burned too long to last.
My first death since your betrayal
and the healing of my slow heart.
Not since then have I felt so frail,
overshadowed by time apart.
I moved on, but I had to hear
those two words from your lips tonight.
"I'm sorry"... I'm sorry my dear.
The words that hurt yet felt so right.
Not since the day I wanted death
have I teared as much from your voice.
The day I wished for no more breath
to utter words that can't rejoice.
Tonight I revealed all the scars
that had formed from that perfect day.
Memories encased from afar
that made you and me pain this way.