maybe i'm wiser
maybe i'm stronger
maybe i'm skinner
maybe i'm smarter

maybe i'm brighter
maybe i'm fatter
maybe i'm older
maybe i'm not

maybe i'm (almost) the same as last time
but i'm sure that now
i'm happier.

I picture you with my eyes
And wow
Nobody knows how much I love that smile

For a second we were all
and one second later, were nothing.

For a second I've loved you with all my heart
and one second later, you were leaving.

For a second, I was broken
and one later, I was just a whisper,

For a second, I've realized
and one later, you're far gone.

I hope one day
you find a person that loves you
as much as I do now

Or, at least, one day
I hope you realize
How much I love you now

I'll leave again by the morning
But this time I'm not telling anyone
I'm leaving forever...
Don't try to ******* back

Don't get me wrong
It's not like I don't want to stay
I just can't stay...
I need to find where I belong

I feel lost in so many ways
And I know I should get used to this
And I guess this should be normal...
But, what is normal, anyways?