bleak.
thats what i think when i see you
because you remind me of the past
which makes me think of the future
and thats what i think of yours

you are just a manifestation of everything that i fear inside
so after tonight you can kiss me goodbye
just one more time of course because what am i
but a man whos starving for attention
and a high

speak.
thats what you do when you want me sick
casting curses in verses in songs that wont stick

but youre just a mirror on the wall in a house
thats been falling down since before it was found
tucked away quietly in its own little town
on the edge of the earth  where the suns never out

You don't have to say it
Its in the way that you don't

Its in the way you give up  on me every 30 seconds
(and that's not an exaggeration)

Its in the way you always look me in the face
to try and see my reaction to yours

Its in the way you put me last on every list of importance we've ever had
Even this one

Its in the way that you only love the things that I absolutely despise
For that reason only, I'm sure

Its in the way you make me waste my time
so i only have time for you

And I've known it for a while

Its in everything you do

So don't tell me that you love me

I already know its true