the monster is back
and he's better than ever
he wraps his fingers around my throat as i try to fall asleep
i cant escape his grasp; i scream for help
no one comes to save me
but that's life
and i'm going to have to save myself
which is seemingly impossible, at this point.

I keep telling
Myself that everything
Happens for a reason
But I know
That's not true;
And I'm just
Trying to come
Up with excuses
For why you hurt me
So ******* bad.