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 Sep 2013 jude rigor
hkr
the people here are
static on the television
food with preservatives
plastic flowers.
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
hkr
i'm sore.
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
hkr
i've told the story of
how you broke my heart
so many times
that there is no heartache
left only for me;
i'm empty.
feeling this hollow is worse than feeling hurt.
I love falls asleep
next to you,
with your arms around my
shoulder,
brushing my hair.

I love hearing you
say those three words
that every girl would
love to hear,
and I love
loving you.

I gaze outside
at this bright yellow moon,
and can't help
but think of you.
it's sweaty like skin;
you float in like fog,
and tell me that
everything will be okay,
that the past doesn't matter.
only now.
it's a feeling
just beneath your eyes,
just beneath your lips,
just beneath your mask.
it tugs at your lashes
and at your soul,
but you can't give in.
if you're giving in,
you're giving up,
and you don't want
anyone to see you like this.
you can't.
she throws away
pieces of her soul,
she paints her room
a dark shade of red,
and then discovers
it was all for naught.
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
heartlines
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
Black lungs, bright eyes.
You are my only addiction and I inhale you into
my blood
stream

.
Leave me in the wreckage and I
will sing of you forever. Take me with you and
I will only slit your throat.
tbc????
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
everything there is
to say is said already
but still we will write

because these fixed forms
are more than what they appear
to be; not constraint

but freedom in light
of your hand in mine, making
me forget my name

your heart in mine that
beats in time with the cadence
of these ancient words

we claim as our own.
kiss me poetically,
forget what we've known.
haikus make me feel less incompetent at poetry because hey you can always blame it on the syllable count if it *****.
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
after you
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
I.

i cut
my hair
i moved
away i
hid all
my life
and still
you find
me in
my dreams

II.

thirteen years
later trust
is still
a four
letter word
and i
don't drink
milk i
can't look
at Innocence's
face on
the carton
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
to helen
 Sep 2013 jude rigor
dean
I.

she was so
beautiful between my
sheets you just
couldn't stand it
you fought for
me first all
wars must end
sometime

II.

                    and wherever
the gods are
they're jealous of
us for loving
so endlessly

III.
                      my
antihero my heart
my backbone my
breastplate my battle
to lose it
was all worth
it

IV.

    for one
night with her
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