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Juddin Peterson Jan 2014
I'm afraid of the future
I'm afraid my parents wont live long
enough to see my kids
I'm scared my girls will get pregnant
at not the exact time we want
I'm scared I'll never each my potential
I'm afraid she's still in love with that dude
I'm afraid people hate who I really am
I'm afraid I hate who I really am
I'm scared people will find out what I ******* too
I'm afraid I'm here for nothing
I'm afraid people think I hate my race
I'm afraid people think I hate women
I hate how people can say anything
I hate caring what people think
I'm afraid theres someone bette for you or me
I'm afraid this is all an accident
I'm afraid I'll regret this
I'm afraid this doesn't matter at all
Juddin Peterson Jan 2014
I got really lost last year
but I can't be lonely tho
Cause we're all here
we're all stuck here
Make something that says
no matter how bad you messed up
or the mistakes you've made
during the year
during you're life
and  during you're eternity;
You're always allowed to be better
You're always allowed to grow up
If you want.
Juddin Peterson Jan 2014
I think the Illuminati is real
And your body's the peel and your soul is the fruit
And they goal is to steal and control all the juice
I seen way too many pyramids, that's from from Kufu
Foofoo ****** out here snaking on the reggo
You should ask a snake where its legs go
But then again I'm smoking on the medical
Got the white owl look like an egg roll
And that was ****** snacks, Petco
I'm a lunatic that belong inside a loony bin
I burned it down for you because I love you
Now I'm movin' in
Ooh a condominimum, ****** in ya enema
Bumpin' Kanye like it just came out
No songs with Kendrick, we just hang out
They say a smart man looks like a mad man to a dumb man
But one man... wait I'm tweakin'
Juddin Peterson Jan 2014
I came into this life with no friends
so whats the purpose to make amends
if they had a purpose, they would of came in this world with me right?
****, friends at even with me every night.
where are they when it gets dark? cause thats when it usually peak
why aren't they in my mind, to help me find the light I seek
yea its great to have fun and sip on alcohol
but who does it hurt when I'm drunk and fall?
Why cant friends take away the pain I feel
do they know that I starve as a meal
they say friends come and go
but if you're going to go then don't come
cause you'll waiting on the street like a ***
a friend is just a fiend in disguise
drop the r and even you can see with your eyes
but our eyes are what made us see them in the first place
It's amazing what you can see with your eyes closed
Especially if you have a vision
Or how you could have everything
And still think about everything missing
Like I probably remember the times I missed out on
More than the ones I lived
I probably remember the haters that I did have
More than friends I did
Ya feel me?

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