Last night,
I dreamed
I had insomnia.

I cried myself to sleep to the fact
that you're not near.
What had happened to us,wasn't
I so sincere?
We made love just to signify
our purity towards eachother.
But one day while you were
gone you had my heart slaughtered.
I hurt so bad its like im
suffering from an illness.
Please help to stop me from ending
my life with such a quickness.

While you were gone I stare
at the bed where you use to lay.
Now im useless I can never
love you or look at you the same way.
Now I put this cold steel barrel into my mouth.
Tempted to squeeze the trigger
hoping something might come out.
I hate the fact that luck
wanted me alive.
Keep squeezing the trigger just maybe
hoping I would die.
I found out love makes you do
crazy and strange things,
but while you were gone I just
wished....BANG

Darkness creeps at the edge of my bed with red glowing eyes,
I know im dead with no more cries.
Can't move a muscle because I'm shocked by a horrific surprise,
My stomach hurts like there's something coming out from inside.
My bones are crunching, They Pull out my heart, pull out my insides,
leave me with just nothing but remains of a fine dine.

Laughing clowns looking at me like I was circus freak,
A deep dreaded voice says"TIME TO EAT".
I looked around to see no food, perhaps I was the feast.
They come with claws they come with sharp teeth,
I know im dead because I cant wake up from this deep dark sleep.
"Help!" no one hears me but just the laughter of the hideous a beast.
They chopped my hands and chopped my feet,
They praised the gods that they got something to eat!

Little man blue stop blowing your horn,
rip your face so you won't blow no more.
Drag your body to an open unmarked grave,
No head stones, so will you rot where you lay.
No one to see you or no one to miss you.

Saw you today, who's that woman and kids that had kissed you.
Creep inside your home and into your bed room,
**** everyone on site with a sharp broken broom.
I laugh as blood spills and bodies lay,
I'm in the mood for one more **** once again I say.
**** the little boy who saw everything,
I stopped and I woke up I was just Dreaming of things!

Hearts break by slight touch of pain,
crys are stopped by love thats gained.
"no more hurt",he says shouting with surrender,
It feels like my heart is inside of a blender.
Can it be stopped with one push of a button?
Why is there poeple watching without saying nothing.
Could it be that im all alone in a world filled with hate,
just stop it already im ready to die where i stay.

Then came a light far so bright,
everything is gone even the quietest of night.
What happened to all the pain who could've stopped it?
Out in the distance a voice so pure said,"I just pulled the plug out of the socket".
Show yourself and let me thank you with so many kisses!
Could it be that they call you The Fairy Princess!

Let me take your hand at lease to feel that you are real.
A kiss on the hand filled my soul down with chills.
I can feel your warmth, soft hands on my shredded heart.
Please rescue me from a world that hearts always fall apart.
Hold me and don't never let go,
and take me with you to a place where its purer than gold.
Be with me to make me feel whole again,
Because loving you and being with you was my plan.