“LEAVE ME BE!”
It creeps up behind me,
Delivering whispers of heavy influence
With its haunting, dense voice.
“DO IT!”
It says.
Listen to my reason
That scream of insecurity
Of your cold, dark nature
You knew it to be true
That feeling in your chest
But you kept trying to pretend.
Why does my heart quiver?!
This corruption that masks affection
A ****** by my hands
Of her Trust!
Of her Love!
I made nothing of that faith…
Instinct and malevolence
Are now the masters of my strings
An empty vessel,
To my agony and my Sin!
And now it’s do or do not,
But it’s no longer up to me.