Bury yourself in my arms,
Break the bottle you keep your feelings and thoughts in,
Talk to me, I'll listen
And if you let me,
I promise, I'll take care of you
Please don't fight it
Just close your eyes,
Reach out your hand, &
Let's fall in love.
All over again

(J.l)

You looked at me
With that sparkly
eyes
of yours
&
Grinned from ear to ear while speaking to me,
You should've seen how
Gorgeous
You
Were

I always had a
Gut feeling
That you'd eventually
leave,
& when you did,
I guess that's
Why
It never h u r t

I can't find the words
To describe how
I feel about you

All I know is a second
Doesn't go by without
You on my mind

But then again
I know we're not meant to be
We cannot be

So why do I allow myself to
Fall for you?
Why do I feel
Complete
When I look into your eyes?

I want you
But I don't (can't) want you
I like you
But I don't (can't) like you

I'm torn in between
My want for you vs
The sanity of myself
I try to fight this feeling
But I just can't
Do you understand what I'm saying?

I can't find the words
To describe how
I feel about you

(J.l)

I ******* despise this place,
All it does is tears me apart.
It's like a ******* prison,
& I just wanna shoot everyone
E v e r y o n e.

School makes me ******* crazy.
I don't want to go to a place where
Everything & anything
Is about a competition within ourselves.

Where we try to be better than the other person.
Oh honey,
You must be ******* with me when you say,
S c h o o l
Will be our most memorable.

Because honestly,
All I feel like doing when I step into this hell hole,
Is to,
Run away.

(J.l)

she told me
God is above
but
all I see are the birds
That mock my captivity

I know it's wrong ,
I know I shouldn't,
But I can't bring myself to say,
No.

You already have someone else,
You don't need me.
Yet you keep coming back,
For more.

You act so nice & sweet
Behind closed doors,
When with me.

But when infront of everyone,
You act like you don't even know me.
You treat me like a
Stranger.
Like I'm invisible,

I will never understand why is it
That the roads always lead me back to you
& I don't know what the *******'re trying to do
To me.

But after all this time,
For me,
It's STILL you.
Just leave her already.
Please.

(J.l)