Living your life like you don't give a ****
Walkin the block with a gun in ya hand
Talkin that **** cuz you think you the man
You flashin ya money like if you had bands
You post on the block cuz you think that it's yours
Slangin that dope cuz you think it's a score
Your living your life but don't know any more
Do you go on? Or get put on the floor
Look at ya mom...she filled up with pain
Look at ya dad.....he lookin the same
They put in the work to give you a name
But you living your life like it's some kind of game

You think I don't notice I see them they show it
They think they the reason I had to go blow it
They got divorced but I had a choice
I made a decision to live by my voice
Do what I say, say what I do
Never thinkin bout nothing when acting a fool
I made a mistake that much I know
I should've been good instead I did wrong....

It was August 12th...twenty 12....
When I made a mistake,
9 months....
For 9 months I was locked away.
I drank and drove...
And i was high man it ain't no lie,
2am....
Getting ****** up on the west side.
Rolling blunts....
Drinking bottles with the homie,
Had no cups....Straight out the bottle, yeah you know me.
As I think about it....
I'd do anything just to take it back,
I wasted time...a lot of time,
That I can't get back.
I got in the car...
Turned the key then I hit the gas,
Made a right....
And I was straight but it didn't last.
Thought I was smart....
Made the choice not to go back home,
That's a drive....Instead I drove...
To my grandma's home.
25...up on Moore....
Made the stop signs,
I was thinking....
Go to my grandma's til like 8 or 9.
Banging music...
Made a left up on liberty,
I was conscious. ....
But my conscious wasn't thinking see.
Made right...
25 Down on Madison,
Got to rappin....
Feeling good cuz of my medicine.
But I was clueless...
About the traffic up in front of me,
About the road block....
Checking as I'm passing, G.
They pulled me over....
Then they hit me with the question,
Have you been drinking?....
Now I'm really ****** stressin...

To be continued.

I was in my mama's whip coming back from group session
Didn't think I'd see this pretty girl at the intersection
Man I had to get to know her fell in love with her complexion
So I turned the whip around I did that **** like so aggressive.
She was with my sister and my cousin but I was stressing
Had to get her by my side I knew she was a blessing
Took the 3 to Mickie D's didn't say one word to me
But I knew we needed time you just had to notice me
Didn't even know your name and I just knew I couldn't ask
Didn't want to start no trouble sister would've whooped my ***
In the whip just switching lanes I caught myself just looking back
Looking at the woman of my dreams sitting in the back


October 2nd, 2011-present....

Five years with her on October 2nd 2016

One night i was turnin up next day i was turnin down
Got pulled over got arrested now im headin county bound...
Had 3 keys up in the trunk 50 stacks up on the seat
Man i aint think that **** was real i was trippin off Promethazine
Promethazine up in my cup Cali **** up in my L
Sittin inside that squad car lookin 'round like what the hell!?!?!!
Done caught a case here we go again
Should've stayed at home put some work in
Just hit the booth spit the truth make a new track with the girlfriend
But i was catchin a lick flippin a brick
Makin a killin n movin it quick
But then it was ova couldn't start ova ****** up my life n i couldn't do ****!!!

You a millionaire! You a millionaire!
Paper lookin like a brick yup!
You a millionaire!
You a millionaire! You a millionaire!  
Look at all the **** you ****** got!
You a millionaire!

You a millionaire best believe you filthy rich
Got ya car got ya crib got ya food up in ya fridge
Hey! You  a millionaire! Even tho you don't look rich
Got ya TV got ya bed can't say that you ain't got ****
Other people in this world searching for a plate of food
You just sitting at the crib living like you got no clue
Other people looking for a spot just so they can sleep
You just laying in ya bed chillin while you watch TV
Hey! You a millionaire! Even tho you got no Benz
Best believe you doing better than a group of homeless men
Hey! You a millionaire! Look at all the **** you got!
Don't be so ungrateful cuz you got way more than just a box
Hey! You a millionaire! You make it sound like that's an issue
Other people in this world don't even got a box of tissues
Hey! You a millionaire!  N I don't get why you complain
Everything you got is what you wanted til this very day
Hey! You a millionaire!....

I broke you I cheated I left you defeated
I made you my queen then I broke you in pieces
I had no good reason you didn't do nothin
We had a few fights but what's love without strugglin?
I knew it was wrong knew it wasn't right
Wasn't thinkin about you when I ****** her that night
Went to her crib right after work stopped at the house and I took me a shower
Rolled up a blunt I was gone for three hours
Hit it so hard like I ****** her three hours
I knew she was married I knew she had kids
Wasn't thinking about that when she was suckin on my ****
Now I'm losing my mind I don't know what to do
You're packing your **** cuz you said that we're thru
I know it's my fault cuz I cheated on you
And the pain that I caused I can see it in you.

I know you don't like me just know that I know it
Ain't gotta say **** but just know that you show it
I hope that you know it I'm now the opponent
Stay close to your girl or I'm jumpin up on it
She told me she liked me she sent me a flic
I told her I liked her I showed her my ****
She wanna **** I said I was down....
Let's get us a room and just get out of town
But she kinda nervous because she is married
She wanna have fun I don't think that she's ready
She got a ring and I got a girl
This whole situation is turnin our worlds
But what could I do? She really bad
N if I don't hit it I'll really be mad
So what should I do? Give some advice
If you don't say **** I'ma hit it so nice
Ima hit it so good I might hit it twice
Keep talkin that **** I might **** her tonight
I'll call her right now tell her what's good
Meet me on Porter bring all the goods
I'll bend her *** over after some head
I'll **** her so good I might bust til I'm dead
I'll bring her back home after three hours
She might be your wife but that ***** be ours....

A legendary ambassador is what I'm becoming
A diplomatic ******* with presidential cunnings
A supreme court ruler a one man congress
All these dictating ******* I'm ready to abolish
Demolish reputations with they own legislations
If you come to my court then We'll go thru litigations
We can battle we can trial but you'll never plead a case
Your life is like a file it can always be erased
Executive privileges will help me keep it on the low
Judicial administrations will never even know
Your local law enforcement will never get a call
Like the C.I.A ima Cover.It.All
Civilians in the streets they will never hear a sound
No click no bang your body won't hit the ground
I'm a criminal I know this n it ain't what friends do
All the **** that I'm becoming is what you turning me into....

The outcome is critical like a rampage, delirium.
"He's heartless, a nightmare, demonologist, we fearin him!"
Their confession I loved it I'll admit it I said it.
Those 8 words they said I swear I'll never forget them
This ain't anotha rap this is more of an oration
My first declaration to my own inauguration
My placement in office I'm the super attendant
You can be a senator but I be the senate.
Like a kings lil jester you ain't nothin but my fool
You amuse me you funny so keep me amused
You changed me I'm better colder than the weather
Will I ever change back? Hell na never!
It's over you know this your actions are what made me
You cant stand this I know it you love me n you hate me.
I'm vicious delicious like mmm man I'm tastey
It ain't my ****** fault that you hate me cuz you ain't me