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Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
Go
The distance is killing me
My body is screaming out

I want to be there
I am so ready

Baby I want to get close
And show you things you have never seen

Touching my body
Looking into my eyes

I want to yell
I want to scream

Saying my name
Yelling it louder

Baby show me what I missed
I want to feel it to my finger tips

Don't stop
Don't tease
Please make me scream
Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
There is so much pain inside of me
Things that you can not see
I hide my heart from your face
Because there's things that you cannot erase
There is a wall between me and you
I'm so afraid to let You through
I want to show you who I am
Maybe there you will find answers
A sign to point in my direction
I want to stop this wall from growing
But I can't without knowing
Will you hurt me
Will you stay
Or someday will you go away
I love you with my whole heart
Even when we are far apart
So maybe someday when I'm ready
We can make this wall go away

I give to you my heart
The one you can get to know
Promise me one thing
When you have ths heart of mine
You will treat it like gold
Please don't throw it away
Or put it on a shelf to stay
I hope you treat it as your own
Don't break this heart of mine
Then I will only have pieces of memories you left behind
Broken dreams of what can not be
I love you
So now you know me
Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
One more hit
No one cares
One more night
Nothing matters
Lost everything
It's all gone
Role a blunt
Fill that pipe
Light it up
The headaches leave
I see one
Nothing in twos
The blurs are gone
I'm focused in
God can't help
People can't either
The fight is over
Till the end
Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
I got my license here today
I don't even know what to say
Where do I want to go
maybe far away
To find a job in a place with no respect
Maybe to church to pray for my next step
I could just go home and show off my picture
There's only one place I want to be
I want to see my family
They are the ones I want to show my picture to
Their the ones I want to say "I'm so proud of you"
Will they hug me
Will they cry
Are they drunk or are they high
After I see them will I just want to lay down and die
I don't even think they know that I love them so
I want to go to them
Show them who I am
Have their arms wraped around me
Holding me so tight
I want to be with the ones I miss
This is my birthday wish
Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
You see me
I see you
You turn away
I look and dream
You laugh
I cry
You go shopping
I go begging
You bathe
I wash
You play
I work
You want to live
I have to lie
The real difference between us is:
You are raised
I do raise
Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
You put on your makeup
Then your cologne
You try to hide yourself
You don't want it to show
The insecurities
They seem to be endless
You cry at night because of this
With your head held high
You smile and walk by
Some say you’re beautiful
Others say you’re not
You only wish
Your heart would stand out instead
Then they would see
See your true beauty
Josie Heggaton Apr 2015
Loss of breath
Stuttered words
Not myself
My heart misses a beat
Who can this be
I thought I would never find you
You’re always there for me
You know just what to say
You help make the pain go away
Making the world alright
I will finally get some sleep tonight
Soothing words you speak
You make my heart so strong and never weak
The rough times you help me through
I learned every day is brand new
The way you hold my hand
When you kiss me so sincere
You put your arms around me
I feel your heart so clear
Nothing can express what you mean to me
You are you
And I am me
Together we are everything I need
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