A ******* is something I don't call many
Someone that prolongs pain
And what did you have to gain
You broke my heart
And you just don't give a ****
How could you do this
I finally gave my heart away
To someone who is an ***
I thought you really cared
But my heart you did not spare
So shut the **** up
There's nothing you can say
Leave me the hell alone
Just go away

Standing beside each other
Even when you know their wrong

Holding on to one another
Trying to write a new song

You know what they do
It never does any good

Trying to push you
Knowing that you not strong

The pressure is so great
But you hesitate

You look in the direction
Where you know you belong

Hey try to decide
Tell you God is what you need

You’ve tried that road before
You don't want it no more

You only got hurt
Just trying to walk in the door

This night is so dark
I never see the light
The money is what I need
I just want you to see
Please understand
It's so hard to resist
Jail is hell
I hope you never have to know
This pain I can't let it go
There is only one way
The way that I hate
I have to break my promise
Maybe I'll sell a dime
If I keep drivng
Driving across town
Maybe I'll sell a pound
It's the only way to stop the pain
I'm sorry I have to do this
I'm sorry little sis

Mommy think about this
Do you really understand
Do you know the consequences
This is not part of the master plan

I am supposed to be here
Please don't do this
Don't you want me to be near

I love you mommy
Do you not care
I am your baby
Your darling child

I am the one you will never replace
I want a chance at life
I will not be a disgrace
You will regreat this choice you are making
Maybe not not but soon

I knw you have had your heart broken
Mine has been cut into pieces
I face is gone
My beautiful eyes are distroyed

You need to say sorry
You hurt me bad
Why didi you do it
Was it a hard decision to make
You never even saw my face
I am sorry you took my life from me
I know you loved me anyway
For i am the only one who can know
Because I was inside of you

I hope to see you again someday
In the sky's far away
Awayfrom this place where my life was cut so short
Into your hands with tears no more

I am now here in heaven
Jesus holds me in his hands
He tells me you did not know
But you will soon understand

In this world we have rights
Does any one care
In this world we have laws
Does any one follow them
In this world we have fun
Does any one think about this
We have a constitution
No one abides by it
We have choices
Does no one pay attention
In this country we have many things
But who cares
Not one person
We go on living
Working
Breathing
And sometimes sleeping
We live with no purpose
We work for cash
We breath to sustain life
We sleep for rest
But we make choices
We live in America
So we are free

She needs you
She crys
Please help her make due
Her family lies
They don't know
Tell her how to deal with it
They can't help her now
Don't let her be hurt
Bless Her lord
Let her carry your sword
You are her only chance
Stand in the gap
Help her carry the weight
It's so heavy on her back
No one else knows
You are who she trusts

I know we've been through alot
Done things we can not change
There's till a place in my heart
This place can not be erased
We've caused pain
We've hurt each other
You were my first love
That will never change
The plans we made
We can not fulfill
Dreams that I had
They can't come true
Now that you love someone new
I will have to deal
But always remember
I am here for you still