I cry when I sleep at night
I cry when I wake up to the morning light
I cry at the sound of tears
I cry at the sight of fears
I cry for the little ones,  who lose their loved ones
I cry to much for my family
Maybe I am not the only one who crys like this

Christianity is not fake
It's all real
There's nothing to worry about
You just have to kneal
Don't be scared or ashamed
Don't hide from your fears
Pray a simple prayer
He always hears
Don't be afraid of this world, or the things in it
Just pray and be done with it

I am strong and brave
I wonder how long I will have to live
I hear so much terror
I see so much pain
I want to be happy I am strong and brave

I pretend to be the best
I feel so hurt
I touch life it's self
I worry about everything
I cry when concentrating on my real life and future
I a strong and brave

I understand what’s going on around me
I say things out of hatred
I dream of hate, shame, and pain
I hope I will change
I am strong and brave

On my birthday I have lots of memories
My first one is my birth
My next memories are of the parties
After are the drunks
The happy birthday calls, hugs, swats, and piches
But the best one is my 13th birthday
Walkng into school
Seeing my locker
The balloons and the friiends standing and waiting for me
Thats when I knew how much I am loved
By my friends

I am isolated
From life
I am traped
By spite
I am hated
With all their might
I am loved
Only at sight
I am faced
Only in the light

Through all those smies
You've taught me nothing
Through all those fears
You've taught me nothing
Through all those tears
You've taught me nothing
Through all those classes
You've taught me nothing
Through all those grades
You've taught me nothing
Through all those counsling sessions
You've taught me nothing
Through all those years you taught me
You raised me to be just like you
So how come you can't see how hard it is to be
You