Trying not to think about you, I find myself fantasizing about all the fun we could be enjoying if I was close to you. I have dreams of you laying next to me, smiling, looking into your eyes letting me know you are willing to experience things no one else has done for you.

I need to hold you, show you how much I enjoy the warmth of your delicious body, rub every inch of it so I can help you release every bit of stress.

The longer I imagine touching you the higher my mind takes me to a place where I don't want to think, and let my body do what becomes second nature when its next to yours, lead you into experiencing limitless ecstasy and don't allow you to return until you scream of intense satisfaction.

The day arrived and I thought you would not be there, I held my breath for so long, waiting to see if you would decide to come along on this adventure, when I saw your bright eyes looking into mine nothing else matter.
I wanted to make this journey one that you would never forget, one that you would cherish til your last day on this earth, one that would show you how our lives could be if you chose to be with me.
Watching you smile, holding my hand, telling me that it was the most amazing time of your life is all it took for me to completely fall into your arms and never want to let go, now I'm holding my breath hoping that it won't be longer than five days and a wake for you to tell me what I want to hear... that you want to spend the rest of your life with me.

People come in and out of our lives everyday some make more impact than others, some we miss, some we hope we never see again, I know that there is a reason our paths crossed, whether it was to teach me patience, to help you get over your fears, jump start my drive to achieve great things in life, inspire me to write the poems that I write daily, show me that I can give myself to someone without fear of getting hurt, finally having the satisfaction that I didn't hurt anyone I cared for, but that I willingly gave them up so they could find their happiness. I am stronger today because of you, I know I can find what I've been looking for, so I'll keep waiting until that day comes. I can't force you to feel anyway about me, I could only show you what I feel for you is real and it could have made you the happiest woman on earth, unfortunately it is not our time, maybe it never will be, we will never know. It is easier for you to not have me in your life because I'm the reason you have so many doubts, questions and unknown feelings. You know I will never leave you, every day you wake up I'll be there with you and no matter where I go you will always be with me, you are part of me now. I'll keep posting my thoughts for you, if you want to keep in touch is up to you, I would never turm away from seeing that beautiful smile, warm hug, energizing laugh, holding you in my arms. I will never turn away I will always be here, you know how and where to find me.

Realmente me ha sido dificil reconciliarme y escribir, tanto senti dentro de mi sin concluir que es importante al menos para mi que me puedas oir. Ahora quiero reflejar sentimientos que con musica te haran resumir hasta donde este hombre que te escribe ha podido sobrevivir sin ti. Amiga sin fin, amor de primavera nacido en abril. Pensar en ti me hace sentir claro desde el primer momento que supe que te ivas de mi lado. Senti mi Corazon hecho pedazos, se detubo el tiempo en ese ultimo beso, me mantuve por dias deseando ese ultimo abrazo, escribiendote, hacerte entender que es suficiente si me amas y yo te amo. Que eres tu quien debe decir que no, que soy yo quien debe decir no aguanto. Quiero borrar dudas, llevarte a la luna, esculpir tu figura, vivirte con lujuria. Sentarnos y besarnos donde la brisa se abura y escribir nuestras vidas en una pagina nueva.

Muchas noches sin dormir fuiste la protagonista de mis fantasias y asi como ayer me imaginaba que te tenia para darme placer. Cierro mis ojos y recuerdo tu mirada fija en mis ojos dejándome saber que lo estabas disfrutando tanto como yo. Tu boca tan suave y tu lengua tan ágil que lleno mi cuerpo de sensaciones que solo tu puedes darme. Quiero sentirte así a mi manera.

I have never even met you but have me constantly thinking of you.  Sometimes before I go to sleep you are the last thing on my mind.
The image of your beautiful smile and sparkling eyes is engraved in my mind,
love your playful ways.
I often wonder if the scent of your hair is as intoxicating as your smile, if the feel of your skin is as soft as your angel feathers and right then I want to know if the taste of your lips is as sweet as ripe strawberries picked in the summer breeze.
Now I'm here waiting for the moment when I hear your voice for the first time, keeping me restless at night, I hope that when I finally hear it is as relaxing as when I look into your angel eyes.

I usually don't get surprised or excited about too many things, but its a peculiar feeling that takes over me when I see your pictures.

Maybe it's because I haven't had the chance to know what it feels like to press your curvaceous body against mine without fear of you pushing away.

I have an ardent desire to know the ecstasy of kissing your lips, my imagination runs wild trying to figure out whether my fantasies are anywhere near reality.

I wonder if the thoughts of us being together keep you up at night like they do to me.
Put my doubts to rest and let me know that you anxiously await the moment a kiss will be just the beginning of an endless summer night.

I've had you in my mind all day, wondering what time you will call, so I could hear your voice. I wanted you to stay last night so that I could show you all the things you keep depriving yourself from. I wanted to fill your body with all the pleasure you keep running away from.

Buen viaje mi buen amigo, que esta jornada te traiga memorias inolvidables, sonrisas sin limite, experiencias que cambien tu vida, y conozcas a personas que enriquezcan tu vida, buen viaje mi buen amigo.

No se porque cuando dices ciertas cosas, salen de tu boca en un tono muy sensual que me excita, recordando el suave sonido de tu voz, diciendo esas palabras en mi oido. Sintiendo el calor de tu pecho reposado en el mio y el aroma de tu piel intoxicante me hace explotar en segundos.
Quisiera excitarte un porciento de lo que me haces sentir a mi, para que sepas la locura que me haces pasar cada momento que me imagino estar dentro de ti, desde la primera mirada de tus ojos, el primer beso de tus labios y hasta el ultimo gemido cuando te penetro. Esos son mis pensamientos cada noche antes de dormir y hacerlos realidad en mis sueños.

Mi corazon cayo por si solo, bajo el hechizo de tus ojos negros y tus labios rojos, espero estar junto a ti hasta el fin del mundo, y ver las estrellas de las constelaciones mas lejanas colapsar entre ellas y que juntas escriban el nombre mas bello que mis oidos han escuchado.

Paso noches sin dormir, pensando en ese día que te tendré entre mis brazos. En momentos que quiero correr detrás de ti y robar un beso de tus labios. Quiero que susurres en mi oído todas tus inquietudes y compartas tus sueños, déjame tratar de hacerlos realidad y decirte que te amo.

Aunque estamos separados por fronteras y miles de kilometros, en mi mente estas aqui entre mis brazos, sintiendo el ardor de tu piel, inalando lo intoxicante de tu aroma, saboreando la dulzura de tus labios.

Bailando pegaditos, mirando por las ventanas de tus ojos, contandote las cosas que quisiera hacerte al final de la noche, escuchando tu risa picara, dejandome saber que tu me deseas lo mismo que yo.

Deseo despertar com tu cuerpo desnudo junto al mío después de una noche saciando nuestra sed bebiendo besos llenos de lujuria y pasión. Deseo despertar, ver el reflejo del amanecer en tus ojos y perderme en tu mirada, tratar de encontrar tus secretos mas profundos al mismo instante que encuentre el punto donde tus gritos y gemidos de satisfacción exclamen mi nombre.

Buenos Dias niña de mis ojos, te extrañe mucho ayer, pense en ti todo el dia, deseando escuchar tu voz y tu risa juguetona, te extrañe.
Hoy es otro dia, espero no extrañarte tanto como ayer, hoy espero tenerte entre mis brazos y decirte lo que me haces sentir cuando estas lejos de mi. Espero tenerte entre mis brazos y demostrarte lo que me haces sentir cuando estas cerca de mi. Espero no extrañarte tanto como ayer.

I finally realized that the old saying is true, you don’t know what you have till it’s gone. I know that now with the coming of every dawn.
   We can’t go back and change what happened in the past, we can only pray and hope that the next one will last. I need to calm down and quit taking things to heart, that’s my problem and it’s usually the biggest part.
   You can’t make someone love you no matter what you say or do, I have learned that from you. I’m pretty sure you were the love of my life and you got away, I’ll pay dearly for this mistake for the rest of my life... what can I say.

I think of the time we had our first kiss, your beautiful mind and your body I'm going to miss, but I'll never let you go so I won't say good bye we will write one another until the next time we say hi.


We will make love in our dreams when we go to sleep because our love runs very deep. There is something about you, a mysterious glow, I have feelings for you that you may not know, so one day soon, I'll share them to you so always keep writing and keep promises true.


Time is but an obstacle in the way but I'll conquer it for you to be united another day.Our love will keep us strong, time goes by fast so it won't be very long. We were meant for one another like a hand fits a glove, we will be together again soon.

It is not your fault to feel guilty in any way, what I feel for you grew from knowing you and understanding that if I tried to put a value on what your every ounce of your weight is worth in precious metals, you are priceless.
I know what you mean, at first I felt confused because I didn't want to feel this way about anyone, two things let me know what I feel for you is genuine and deep, one is that I'm willing to do just about anything to make you happy so we can be together and two is that instead of giving up my dreams I want to reach them so it can bring us a better, happier life.

I can't make her love me or change the way she feels about other people, I can't take away the pain, the guilt or despair she's experiencing. I can't sit back and watch as all these emotions consume the beautiful soul that lies within her beautiful body. What I can do is show her how much I love her by giving her the freedom she needs and allow her to be herself again without any doubt that she made the right decision, if eventually she realizes that what she chose was not the right thing, I can only hope that I can love her again the way that I love her now.

I dream of you and I under the light of  a full moon, a sky filled with stars and give you one along with my heart. I wish I could kiss you and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake up next to you after one of those sleepless nights. I wish I could have and feel your burning body and let my veins explode with passion as I give myself to you.
How much I desire your kisses, your body. I want the flavor of your delights be all mine. Whatever you have never experienced before experience, live , enjoy it with me. I'll take you where no one has taken you before, I'll kiss you like no one has kissed you, I'll love your body like no one else has.

Me contaste historias que estimularon mi imaginación, tu mirada y tu sonrisa abrieron puertas que permanecían bajo llave, pensé en tantas cosas que decirte pero lo único que salió fue darte un abrazo y un adios, espero que algún día nos volvamos a ver y tenerte entre mis brazos otra vez.

Increiblemente mi primer pensamiento cuando desperte fue la melodia y palabras de la canción de tus gemidos de anoche, eres una infatuacion total.
Tu cuerpo es mi terapia, repara y revitaliza. eso es lo que provocas en mi, inspiras una passion excesiva, me haces perder los sentidos cuando estoy cerca de ti, puedo compartir mis fantasías contigo y no las rechazas, tratas de hacerlas realidad.

There is something inside of me that tells me I should run away from you because there are so many things about you that are not what I want in my life, but I find myself wanting to be with you every second of the day.

I haven't been on here for weeks, it has allow me to clear a lot of my thoughts, I didn't want to let you go (smile on my face), but we knew one of us had to make the decision. I miss you, your voice, your smile, your scent, it doesnt matter how strong I want to be I want you here with me, you became my second nature, part of my being, I tried not to write you but every day my mind flowed with verses for you, not sad ones but joyful thoughts of our time together. I dont know if you will get to read this, I'm still afraid that if I send you the link to this page you will not accept it, I dont know. But you were right, out of sight out of mind does help in some ways, except when I become aware of something we shared.

It's been difficult to reconcile and write down so many unresolved feelings inside of me. It's important for me for you to hear me. Yet, revealing feelings that will summarize until what point this writer has survived without you. My eternal friend, my springtime love born in April. To think about you made me suffer since the moment I found out you were leaving me. I felt my heart disintegrate, time stopped in that last kiss. I spent years desiring that one last embrace. Writing you, trying to make you understand it was enough if you loved me and I loved you. It's you who will have to say no and me who will have to say I can't bear it. I want to clear doubts,  take you to the moon, sculpt your figure, enjoy you in a mad way. Sit down and kiss each other when the purest breeze blows then write down our lives in a new page.

I can still feel you in my arms, the warmth of your breath agains my face, the sweet scent of your skin.
Your smile that brightens my day, the laugh that energizes my soul.
Every second that you are away from me I yearn for the moment that you will return, hold me and tell me you will never leave again.
There have been moments that I felt like giving up and cry till my eyes ran out of tears, but then I realize that there is no one else I want to spend the rest of my life with, that I need to be strong for both of us.
To make our dreams become reality I need to be there for you the same way I know you will be there for me.*

I know it's you, standing near your warm sensual body, trying not to show the excitement you provoked, those endless nights discussing our dreams, hopes, fears and disappointments we opened our hearts and cried our pain away to let love heal all of our open wounds.

By nature I want to take all these feelings of uncertainty away, I want to assure you that you are the most beautiful, caring, intelligent woman I have ever laid eyes on, I know this because I always want the best for me, and you are what I want, you make my life a better one, you take me to the next level, I know you always ask when did I start feeling the way I do about you, and honestly I don't remember, maybe it was the moment I met you and I did not want to disrespect you by turning you into a ****** object instead I wanted to treat you like the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, with honor, love and patience. Every time I look into your eyes I know that together we can achieve and claim all the things we expect out of life. Happiness is around the corner we just have to make the choice of walking in the same direction.

After all the up and downs over past few days, I had some relief the moment I saw your reflection on the mirrow, smiling, ready to spend some quality time together. The instant I held you in my arms all the doubts and fears were lifted from my mind. I wish you could stay, I wish you would stay.

I think of you all day and I wonder if you think of me, I dream of you each night and I wonder if you dream of me.
I wonder if you miss my hand holding you as much as I miss holding you in my arms.
I wonder if you yearn looking into my eyes the same way I yearn to look into your eyes and find out what beautiful thoughts go thru your mind.
I wonder if that gorgeous smile is caused by the way you feel about me or the way I make you feel.
I wonder if the moment our dreams became reality, our bodies touched, our eyes looked, our smiles shared, our souls understood that we were destined to be together and spend a lifetime experiencing all these emotions except not wondering but knowing that what we think, miss, yearn and feel for eachother is real.

I miss the feel of your sensual curves, the sweet scent you leave on me after we have touched each other in ways no one else can, the delicate purr that sings your satisfaction caused by my hands twisting you, that sound that makes my body tremble.

So long since I kissed your lips, yet when I dream of you, your scent livens up my senses.
My heart races thinking you are next to me, touching, caressing but it is all just a dream.
The only way I can have you the way I want you, it's in my dreams. My fears will never allow me  to let you know how much I cared, that I loved you and that I let you go, just not in my dreams.

Me dejaste esperando, deseando oir tu voz diciendome que hibas en camino para darte el masaje que te habia prometido, pero no fue asi, pase la noche creando fantasias en las cuales tu eras el centro de mi atencion.
Pero la espera valio la pena, la siguiente noche cuando llegaste pense que seria otra de esas noches en las cuales conversasiones, puntos de vista y besos serian intercambiados. No te miento yo queria mas que besos lo unico que no sabia era si tu querias lo mismo y si estabas lista para dejarme explorar tu cuerpo. Realmente no imagine cuan intensa nuestra atraccion era, al momento de ese primer beso esa noche yo necesitaba estar dentro de ti, que me sintieras en mi plenitud para satisfacer tus deseos de un hombre.
Te tome por la cintura y acerque tu cuerpo al mio, movi tu cabello al lado para poder morder tu cuello mientras deslizaba mis manos sobre tu firmes y esplendidas caderas. Todavia jalandote mas cerca a mi mientras mordia tu cuello, desabrochaste tu cinturon y quitaste mi camisa. Nuestras manos tocando y explorandonos el uno al otro. Tus ojos se lanzaban de un lado a otro, tu respiracion se hizo mas profunda, fuertes y pequeños gemidos de placer escaparon tus labios mientras te quitabas tu falda  y caia al suelo. Alli en tu tanga y brazier me dijiste que estabas caliente, mojada, excitada y eras toda mia.
Me quite el resto de mi ropa para permitirte ver mi virilidad completa. Desabrochando tu brazier pude tener tus pechos encopados y ver tus pezones erectos y excitados esperando que los pusiera entre mis labios, succionarlos, trazarlos con mi lengua , jalarlos con mis dientes, retorcerlos y frotarlos con mis dedos. En tu oido te susurre…si, eres mia y haras todo lo que yo quiera. Me respondiste…Si!,Si!, lo hare, dimelo, llevame, tomame, Si!..mientras molias tus caderas mas duro y fuerte. Hazme el amor..largo y fuerte.." soy tuya, por cuanto tu quieras, te necesito ahora.
Te acoste en tu espalda, desplegue tus piernas y las puse sobre mis hombros para poder sumergir mi boca de pezcado en tu mar de dulzuras, despues puse mis manos en tus pechos mientras mis caderas clavaban mi instrumento dentro de ti, martillandote, perforandote ,cojiendote tu mojada, resbalosa, ****** rosa...haciendo sonidos de placer contraendose alrededor de mi cumplesueños, cerraste tus piernas, temblaban y me rogaste que explotara junto a ti.
Despues que los dos llegamos al ******, me acomode atras de ti, movi tu tanga hacia el lado lo suficiente para dejar que mi amigo endurezido cupiera entre la rajita de tus nalgas, mis manos en tu estomago, tu trasero moliendose dentro de mi pelvis...mis manos se deslizaban por tu cuerpo . Mas gemidos de placer salieron de tu boca mientras viravas  tu cabeza y me miraste sonriendo.

Si me encanta esa mirada fija, sonrisa picara, labios seductores y cara hermosa.

Estando detrás de ti, ese instante que tuve tu cuerpo entre mis brazos, tocando cada centimetro delicadamente para poder liberar gemidos de placer. El suave aroma de tu pelo y el sabor de tu piel enamoraron mis sentidos, tan dulce como la miel de abeja.  Esos ojos juguetones que me hipnotizan cada vez que pierdo la mirada en el abismo de los deseos y fantasias, esos labios que nunca he llegado a tocar, eluden los mios como el sol a la luna cada noche y cada amanecer.

You know every minute awake with you is worth more than any hour sleeping without you.

Mentalmente con todas, fisicamente con algunas, emocionalmente solo con una ...y no se donde esta

You in my mind before bed, I miss holding you, smelling you, keeping you warm.

Cada dia que pasa necesito sentirte mas cerca, quiero calentar tu cuerpo con el fuego que has iniciado dentro de mi, añoro hacerte explotar con la pasion que continua creciendo segundo a segundo cada vez que mis ojos se pierden dentro de la profundidad de tu mirada. Los besos que tus labios comparten son solo el comienzo de la jornada que llevan a un ecstacy sin limite. Quiero tenerne entre mis brazos, arrebatarte y llevarte a ese lugar donde has tenido miedo llegar, hacerte saborear todas las delicias que nuestra imaginacion puede generar. Delirar con la fiebre de nuestros cuerpos tratando de combatir todas las aberraciones que hemos enjaulado en lo mas profundo de nuestras almas.

I remember when I used to imagine us growing old together, today I woke up and you were not there anymore, my first reaction was to take a step back in a little bit of shock but then I realized that it will be ok. I loved you but you never appreciated my efforts to show you how I felt. Do I miss you?, maybe, do I think of you? yes, do I wish you were here?, absolutely, do I regret everything that I did to make you feel my love?, never.

Noventa dias desde que te conocí, y realizé que no había escuchado el tono de tu voz, que no había visto tu bello rostro de cerca, tu piel resplandeciente como un amanecer sobre el mar, tus ojos negros brillaban cada vez mas que tus labios rojos mostraban esa sonrisa que ha cambiado mi universo desde tan lejos. No podia parar de admirar lo hermosa que eres, comprendí la razón por la que llamaste mi atención la noche que nuestros caminos se cruzaron. Tu voz me hechizo y quiero seguir escuchando dulces palabras, conversaciones de cosas que podemos compartir, nuestras vidas.

Ésa fría noche de enero, el viento soplaba y justo cuando el reloj marcaba las nueve y treinta, no sabia que encontraría lo que mas había anhelado en mi vida.
Tu sonrisa, mas brillante que la luna en el firmamento y tus ojos, dos luceros que como estrellas fugazes me guiaron hacia ti.
El instante que vi tu rostro inocente y resplandeciente calmo todas las angustias que cargaba dentro de mi corazón, llenándolo de una intensa satisfacción y un inmenso deseo de besar tus labios rojos con una gran pasión.

Poco a poco voy realizando que no hay cosas que me motiven tanto como el deseo de estar junto a ti. Cada día que pasa pienso en tu sonrisa y me imagino tenerte entre mis brazos. Esta distancia no será un obstáculo para yo demostrarte lo mucho que te quiero, cada noche veo las estrellas y el único consuelo que tengo es saber de la probabilidad de que las admiremos al mismo instante, deseando que cada kilometro que nos separa se disuelva.

As I listen to the relaxing sound I wish you where here, in my bed keeping ourselves warm.
Letting the tropical storm raindrops falling onto the tin roof muffle your moans as I taste every bit of you. I would let you scream and release every ounce of delicious nectar flowing from the rivers between your thighs.
It's a rare delicacy that many dream they could have, my only hope is to be patient and let our will make our desire the truth that will bring us together to satiate our need.

Go places whenever you have the time, otherwise you'll regret no doing it after you leave, dont hold back, be fearless, say what is on your mind, if you can't say it ,write it and read it later, it will at least make you laugh after you tell yourself what the hell was I thinking.

Just woke up and a reflection is coming thru my window, the rain and snow from last night  made a pool of water outside in the backyard, the sun is shining on it and the wind is making the water move, so it recreates the illusion that the ocean is reflecting the sunshine and the shadow of a palm tree on my wall.
Playing the relaxing music with ocean waves, now I'm imagining waking up in a tropical island, warm water, breeze blowing, sun shining. Rolling over and grabbing you by the waist and pulling your warm body close to me, I smell your hair, kiss your neck, hug you and feel your heart beat, laying in bed next to you enjoying every second of it.

Todos estos años andando, caminando ciego, buscando la luz que iluminara mi sendero y me llevara hasta la felicidad, pero nunca espere que el día que te conociera no tendría las respuestas, pero si comprendí que quería buscar esas respuestas a todas las preguntas junto a ti.

Te tuve y te perdi, por años pensé cuando te volveré a ver, nunca lo sabré. Tus labios suaves como los pétalos de una rosa blanca extrañaré, la dulzura de tu corazón llenó mi alma de satisfacción.

Its not a matter of being right or wrong, it's a matter of following what your heart tells you is the best thing for yourself, you need to be selfish, that is what I was doing, being selfish. I want you for myself, my heart tells me you are the best thing for me right now and always, that is why I want you in my life, I don't want to share you. You are a rare woman that through the up and downs has persevered, you are the strong woman I need next to me so we can walk together and reach new heights, you are the caring woman that can console and heal the sorrows that life will bring. You are the smart woman that will provide advice so that we can decide which direction we will head. You are the sensual woman that will satisfy my every physical need for affection so that I will not look for another female. You are the woman that will provide your friendship so we can share laughs and joyful moments, be my best friend.
I respect you, I admire you, I desire you, I need you, I want you, there is nothing I will not do to have you by side, every second we are apart makes me a stronger man cause I will need to be strong to be with a woman like you. I will not apologize for saying what I say, I speak from the heart, my mind tells me otherwise but I know that in the end my heart knows best. Dont think I'm weak cause I let you know how I'm feeling, to open up is harder than you think, I trust you to do the right thing so I will be here waiting with my heart in my hand ready to hand it over to you, let you be the keeper cause I know you will know how to take good care of it.

Quiero penetrarte y venirme dentro de ti, para que sientas como mi corazón palpita al mismo ritmo que el tuyo cuando estés entre mis brazos y podamos descansar después de una sesión de placer sin restricciones.

It is weird how you can love someone and not know who they are, I really am amazed that you let things go so far.
    If you really were not happy here then why did you stay. You could have left many times and went your own way.
    I thank God for keeping you here all this time because if you would not have stayed I would have drowned in my own tears.
    It has been years since I heard from you last, how can you not remember someone you loved from your past?
   It is strange how things work and I do believe it is true, that some day in the future I will run into you, I don't know when and I can't say where I just know it will happen somewhere, someday.