The day arrived and I thought you would not be there, I held my breath for so long, waiting to see if you would decide to come along on this adventure, when I saw your bright eyes looking into mine nothing else matter.
I wanted to make this journey one that you would never forget, one that you would cherish til your last day on this earth, one that would show you how our lives could be if you chose to be with me.
Watching you smile, holding my hand, telling me that it was the most amazing time of your life is all it took for me to completely fall into your arms and never want to let go, now I'm holding my breath hoping that it won't be longer than five days and a wake for you to tell me what I want to hear... that you want to spend the rest of your life with me.

I can still feel you in my arms, the warmth of your breath agains my face, the sweet scent of your skin.
Your smile that brightens my day, the laugh that energizes my soul.
Every second that you are away from me I yearn for the moment that you will return, hold me and tell me you will never leave again.
There have been moments that I felt like giving up and cry till my eyes ran out of tears, but then I realize that there is no one else I want to spend the rest of my life with, that I need to be strong for both of us.
To make our dreams become reality I need to be there for you the same way I know you will be there for me.*

I know it's you, standing near your warm sensual body, trying not to show the excitement you provoked, those endless nights discussing our dreams, hopes, fears and disappointments we opened our hearts and cried our pain away to let love heal all of our open wounds.

Go places whenever you have the time, otherwise you'll regret no doing it after you leave, dont hold back, be fearless, say what is on your mind, if you can't say it ,write it and read it later, it will at least make you laugh after you tell yourself what the hell was I thinking.

I think of the time we had our first kiss, your beautiful mind and your body I'm going to miss, but I'll never let you go so I won't say good bye we will write one another until the next time we say hi.


We will make love in our dreams when we go to sleep because our love runs very deep. There is something about you, a mysterious glow, I have feelings for you that you may not know, so one day soon, I'll share them to you so always keep writing and keep promises true.


Time is but an obstacle in the way but I'll conquer it for you to be united another day.Our love will keep us strong, time goes by fast so it won't be very long. We were meant for one another like a hand fits a glove, we will be together again soon.

It's been difficult to reconcile and write down so many unresolved feelings inside of me. It's important for me for you to hear me. Yet, revealing feelings that will summarize until what point this writer has survived without you. My eternal friend, my springtime love born in April. To think about you made me suffer since the moment I found out you were leaving me. I felt my heart disintegrate, time stopped in that last kiss. I spent years desiring that one last embrace. Writing you, trying to make you understand it was enough if you loved me and I loved you. It's you who will have to say no and me who will have to say I can't bear it. I want to clear doubts,  take you to the moon, sculpt your figure, enjoy you in a mad way. Sit down and kiss each other when the purest breeze blows then write down our lives in a new page.

Te tuve y te perdi, por años pensé cuando te volveré a ver, nunca lo sabré. Tus labios suaves como los pétalos de una rosa blanca extrañaré, la dulzura de tu corazón llenó mi alma de satisfacción.

Buen viaje mi buen amigo, que esta jornada te traiga memorias inolvidables, sonrisas sin limite, experiencias que cambien tu vida, y conozcas a personas que enriquezcan tu vida, buen viaje mi buen amigo.