I saw it in the cards today,
What I didn’t want to see,
But needed to see,
Spoke to me,
to let me know,
Over and over it screamed,


Our time is up,
Let go,
Let go,
I need to let go,
I know that you’re going to be okay,
So now I can move on

Fighting in my own head,
You stick like glue,
But my head tells me to push,
Speaks to me,
To let me know,
Over and over it screams,

Our time is up,
Let go,
Let go,
I need to let go,
I know that you’re going to be okay,
So now I can move on,

I wanted to be there to catch you,
To piece you back together when you fall,
But now I know,
You don’t need that,
That you don’t need me,
Now,
I can go.

The scars you left,
Tried and true,
Are still lingering between us,
Keeping me away from you,
You promise that it will be different this time,
That you won’t do me wrong,
But the memories haven’t faded,
When the pain was just too strong,
I give all that I have,
Just to see you smile.
But something in me says that you will only stay for a little while
And out in the cold I’ll be,
Left on the floor like I was before,
To pick up what is left of me,
When I hear you two’s song on the radio,
It makes me cry inside,
Because it reminds me of what I’ll never be,
Of how important I will never be in your eyes.

I stand in light
Nothing to hide, except for one thing.
I feel the darkness at my back.
Everything I know,
All that I was raised into tells me to run from the dark,
But I do not.
I let it consume me inch by inch.
You,
Who straddles the dark and the light.
Can move freely between them.  
I am in awe.
Something about you pulls me to the dark.
I would never say it as it would be out of place,
But I feel it nonetheless.
  
I want a full moon,
As cliche as it sounds,
When the lines between man and beast are blurred.
Pull me into the dark cruelly,
Past all of my borders.
Never taking no for an answer.
Lure me in with devious whispers,
Getting into my head.
Take me captive in my own mind.
Bind more than just my body.
Leave marks on more than just my skin.
Don’t just cause me pain,
Consume me.
Take me far past your sadistic nature,
Into the eye of the storm.
Into the belly of the beast.