My heart is aching and sobbing.
I feel like the pain won't stop throbbing.
What is there I can do or say?
To make all these pains go away.
I'm glad I had my chance.
At what I thought was romance.
Maybe this is not the end for me.
God has a plan that will set me free.
With gods mercy and grace.
He will give me a happy face.

I’m adrift in this lonely sea.
Waiting for someone to rescue me.
The water is as cold as ice.
I feel like I am being crushed by a vice.

This is how I feel inside.
Always thinking it would be better if I died.
How can I feel so alone?
All I want is a girl to call my own.

Can I have someone who really loves me?
Or is that something that will never be?
As I sink back into my head.
The future is something I begin to dread.

I’m drowning in a sea of loneliness.
I can’t help but embrace the coldness.
So I am now lost at sea.
I hope someone will miss me.

I'm Smiling with a frown.
I feel as if my world has been turned upside down.
People hate me and i don't know why.
Why do they degrade me and make me cry?

It's because they are bullies and this is what they do.
They feed of the feeling they get from hurting you.
But what they don't know and don't see.
Is deep inside they are killing me.

Words can hurt like broken bones.
I'd rather be hit with sticks and stones.
I wish they could feel the pain inside of me.
Then maybe, just maybe they would leave me be