**** when did waking up get so hard
I feel so dead I think I belong in a graveyard
Drowning in all of my own thoughts I need a lifeguard
I feel like nobody knows the struggle
Like trying to grab sleeping pills, ropes, and guns to juggle
These thoughts that I gotta smuggle
All until my smile cracks and crumbles
Until my very soul snaps and rumbles
Until my drunken body just tumbles
Sitting on the edge of highways watching cars go by
Exhausted from always being the tough guy
Wondering which truck is gonna catch my eye
Don't wanna die but it's my only choice
So tired of screaming I'm losing my voice
Slitting wrists with promises bleeding
Is it just extra love I'm needing?
Maybe not then again I'm already dead
Make sure the note is read
I'm tired of being alone, by Tommrorow I'll be unknown
-Dominguez 2018