I'm always distant,
Content of stealing glimpses of you from afar.
But never have I experienced sharing the same glance with you.
You never look at me like I do,
You never cared, for in your world,
I am a thin air; invisible.
I am only a dust in a desert,
I am nothing, for in your world I don't exist.
Envy is what I feel whenever I see you talk and burst in laughter with your friends.
They are lucky for they enjoy your company; I couldn't.
I'm afraid to get close to you.
I fear your rejection.
If you think I'm being irrational,then forgive me.
Forgive me for noticing you.
Forgive me for loving the way you are, Because I did not do this on purpose, It was a pure accident.
Until stars burn old and fire turns cold.
Your smile will be treasured forever... If only you can offer me one..? For once, just this once,
Let me own a smile from you...

Please don't get me wrong.
I don't really love you,
Not even like you at the very least, I usually hate you very much.
I hate the way you tease me,
The way you smile when I get super irritated,
The way you laugh at everything I say and do,
I hate it when you don't appear at times when I expect you to., and when I look for you.
I hate it when you're effortlessly so good at everything,
When you set anything into motion with your little words,
I hate it when you suddenly move so close to me. When you make my heartbeat so fast.
I hate everything about you,
I hate it when you become serious.,
When you look at me with your soulful eyes,
And so easily takes my breath away.
I hate it when you say "please, don't go." when I say I really, really have to go.
I hate it when you don't look at me the entire day.
I hate it even more when you're away.
I hate to admit the fact that I feel lonely without you.
It's as if I'm not complete.
I know I'm dumb,
But I didn't expect my dumbness to go this far.
I can't believe, I fell inlove with the person I hate the most.

"Hindi ako, Pero ikaw"
Hindi ako yung taong gusto mo,
Hindi ako yung taong hinahanap mo,
Hindi ako yung magpapahinto sa iyong mundo,
Hindi ako yung tipo na iyong makaka "SLOMO"
Pero ikaw ang aking gusto,
Ikaw ang saakin ay kukumpleto,
Ikaw ang sa mundo ko ay nagpapahinto,
Na tila ba'y ikaw ang nagkokontrol nito.
Hindi ako yung taong agad **** mapapansin,
Hindi ako yung taong kapag may problema ka, iyong kakausapin,
Ni hindi nga ako yung taong natipuhan mo,
Dahil hindi nga siguro ako ang taong gusto mo makatuluyan.
Pero ikaw agad ang una kong napapasin,
Tila ba ikaw lang yung taong nakapaligid saakin,
Dalawang mata'y sayo lang naka tingin,
Na para bang ako'y nahulog sa bangin.
Hindi ako yung taong agad sayo'y magpapangiti,
Hindi ako yung taong sa puso mo ay kikiliti,
Dahil hindi ako yung taong aariin mo,
Mas lalong hindi ako yung taong iyong sasabihan ng "ika'y mahal ko".
Pero ikaw ang saakin ay nagpapangiti,
Ikaw yung taong hindi lang sa puso ko,
Kundi sa buong sistema ko ay kumikiliti,
Ikaw yung taong gusto kong ariin,
Kahit na alam ko na mas posible pang masungkit ang mga bituin.
Hindi ako yung taong gusto **** alayan,
Hindi ako yung taong gusto **** mahagkan,
Hindi ako yung magiging inspirasyon mo sa buhay,
Dahil kahit kailan, hindi ako yung taong mag-aalis ng iyong pagkalumbay.
Pero ikaw ang gusto kong sa lahat ay alayan,
Sa katunayan nga, itong tula ay sa'yo nakalaan,
Ikaw yung taong nagbibigay sa akin ng inspirasyon,
Kaya nga nagawa ko agad ang tulang ito na hindi inabot ng taon.
Hindi ako yung taong minsan sasagi sa isip mo.
Pero ikaw ang halos laman
hindi lang ng isip,
Pati narin ng puso ko.
Hindi ako yung gusto **** sa habang buhay ay makasama.
Pero ikaw ang gusto kong maka piling,
Hanggang sa aking pag tanda.

Dear Eve,
I miss you so much,
I remember all the things you’ve told me,
You are not a mistake,
Remember the day when God take a part of me?
Yes, the world begun with us,
For we share the same love,
And I’m sorry for all the things
That even God we have offended,
I do not regret the choice,
As a result we brought paradise to flames,
You said “as being an eternal pair.”
I love you Eve,
You are more than a part of me,
More than just a first girl in the world,
Above all things and creature,
God handed you over me,
To take care of you,
And love you without reservation,
It is because of God’s providence that we owe Him
A great generation,
A generation that would teach our children’s children to love God even more.
I love You Eve...
Adam