Looking at me
Always putting me down
Not know what I am
Always laughing with you
Not knowing of your lust

Blinded by the secrets you trust
You are what you hate
And there you are hating me!
Your enemy is you
And you keep fighting
Not fighting your life
Just your subconscious soul

Laughing at me
The reason unknown
But the message is there
You like what you see
But so afraid to act

The way you are amazed
Is the way you are a strange
Afraid of the truth but the fact so clear
The truth?
This person is you
And you love nothing more

The tear between friends and foes
Breaks the code
When in reality
The code was never complete to begin with
The same are strong
But opposites unite even better
Feeding off the unknown
And sharing their love

I am a Freak
And you are perfect
We're not meant to be
Those eyes so pure
Nothing stopping your sight
Blinded by none
And always making fun

Gentle is the code
And Harmony Fixed that
These eyes were always mine
I just found them too late

I am a Freak
And you are perfect
we're not meant to be
But whose eyes are we meant to be in?

Oh you think I care
What about now?

Nothing will change, I am what i am
Battling my self now battling you
Why are you trying to figure it out
Move On!
Because all your doing is fighting
And all I’m doing is walking

Stop this right now!
Stop putting me (down)
in these random categories that you’ve made for me
Let me see, let me choose, let me be myself
Because I don’t belong and I never will

Apologize?

These feelings are mine
And that’s what I choose
I am what I am and that’s the fact
So if that’s Monster you see
So believe it!
Because all I see is a Hero in me

Back off and look through
You see it? No! Oh well.

You will never understand but that’s ok
Just let me live and stop trying to bring me back
Because all I can say to you is
Words and Forgiveness won’t fix a thing
And do they truly reach that deep?

You live for this idea you have of me
But you forget truly see me
So Forget me and Forget the world
Because nothing truly matters
When you’re looking through those eyes of yours

I have fallen in to far
i am not only living in this reality
but in my fantasy

i have crossed into both worlds
and now i am able to see
the problem isn't with me

i can choose where i want to live
but now the problem is where to i go
move on with this one
or move into the other one

if i choose one i will loose the other
and if i choose both i will loose myself

i not only ponder on what will happen
but am steadily moving into one
i know where this path will lead me
i know i will be safe

for the time being you will
not find me in this world
for i will be living in mine.