I believe my life is outside with me
I believe my cherished is counting on me
I believe my other half is hiding
I believe my everything is laughing
I DONT believe she will figure me out though
I dont believe she will find me
I dont believe shes looking in the right places
I dont believe shes gonna find me... But im excited!
YOU KNOW WHY?

Im only playing hide and seek with my daughter! Lol

                                                                                  ☝️Jose gonzalez

Abolish my soul to the firey morbid collision u call ur heart,
I dont reject the presence of lust and attraction to honor you my lady,
Filth and fire are standard to acomplish the tradegy we both deserve.
Feels so good!.
    




                                                                                    ☝️Jose gonzalez

Close your eyes for the moment.

Seeing clouds billow in the Horizon.

Smokey skies surround the light emitting from the mouths of the creative.

Punished are those who dare to shine through.

Dreams are limited in discretion but plentiful in oppression.

Keep it up kids  blow past the corners.

Line up with the narrow road to the kingdom of the new world.

Tred slowly for they have not gained the momentum to catch you.

Whilst convincing them of the future trying to convert the rebels.

Conformists calculate, delegate and deliberate but none can Contaminate.

Get angry at the light hearted thoughts of going home.

Highten senses cause for unbalance within the scale of followers.

                                                                                              

Minds shift uncontrollable, lessons called in
Mission is to eliminate bugs from the system
Heart is on fire with the fuel of rage
While Speaking Sky worthy english
But every insight is within the viewer
Turning inside out with conversational transendance
Standing next to gullible creatures with hearts sponging up the nonsense
Belief is relief cuz liars constrict.

                                                                                                  

I WANNA SAY SORRY AHEAD OF TIME FOR THIS POORLY WRITTEN POEM. Lol

Hey steph wats up
I was gonna jot something down that would make u tear.
But i dicided to spare you, but let me make one thing clear.
since ur moving away and trust me that sux.
im gonna make u feel sad cuz I GIVES NO ***. (lol)

Big deal ur moving its not like i care.
But some things ill miss are ur eyes and that STARE.
Ur smile is ok, i guess thats cool too.
And THAT *** OH! THAT ***, girl wat that *** do?. (****)

GOOGZ!
YOUR FACE, I LIKE THAT ****!

Your as cool as they come steph, what else do i say
I wish for you all the best,    EVERYDAY!!!!!
Keep urself focused on what u wanna do
I know ull help alot of people problems even the KOOKOOS!

"I admire the strength u have and the courage u have shown"
"In facing all your hardships and troubles that youve known"

I stole that one.

Love ya googz its not goodbye cuz goodbye insinuates "forgetting"
Its SEE YOU LATER.         XOXOXO MUAH

TIMID, Quitter, loser, liar, fake, LOVER, daydreamer, schemer, DOWN TO EARTH, lazy, cold, selfish, corrupt, COMEDIAN, addict, abuser, shallow, BIG HEARTED, ugly, hater, user, BRAVE, deciever, GIVER, opportunist, betrayer, CREATIVE, self-centered, HELPFULL, con-artist, chicken, idiot, SHY, nagger, THOUGHTFUL, crybaby, actor, HONEST, cheater, adulterer, crazy, AMBITIOUS.

                                                                                      

Im gulity of IG watching you,
Wishing i could talk to you.

Its funny i know nothing about the person in pics,
But i gotta say one thing if i may insist.

Ur smile is crippling in aspects of pain,
It feels to me whenever ur hurt...it rains.

Those eyes of gravity can pull on my pride,
But with no hesitation id go for the ride.

I open my eyes as i ascend to you,
Find myself being more then a friend to you.

                                                                                                 ☝️Jose gonzalez.

Im looking for a women who can grace my heart.
Talks about LOVE, CULTURE, andSCIENCE even about ART.
Ponder we may about everyday.
looking at the lights in the sky which are too far away.
Understanding eachother with life learning speech.
But beside my own heart together we breach.
In all hopes of an ending in which we can share.
Together well stand with our hands in the air!.


                                                                                            ☝️Jose gonzalez.

I WANT:
Someone who can tare down buildings with me.
Someone who will rebuild them with me too.
Someone who cries when not sad.
Someone that smiles when not happy.
Someone who makes you dream without sleeping.
Someone who is strong without muscles.
Someone who is talking about me right now.
Someone who wants me forever.
Someone who doesnt.    (lol)
Someone who can hurt without saying a word.
Someone who can heal without touching.


                                                                                      ☝️Jose gonzalez.