I’m sorry,
For what I did.
Like a scared child
I ran and hid.
I didn’t realize,
The amount of pain,
A human could suffer
All in vain.
Every day I think
What would be different?
What would be the same?
Except the fate is certain
And I’m to blame.
I wanted you
In my life and still do
But you hate me now,
This I know is true.
I can’t complain,
You reap what you sow.
You were a lesson I learned
And from it will grow.
Still, I feel terrible
When nostalgia creeps in
I just wish we could talk,
Share the places we’ve been.
That’s not my place,
Anymore that is,
Because I ****** up.
And chose decedence.
I lost an amazing person,
A companion, a friend.
Someone I will always
Remember in the end.
You deserve happiness,
Or peace at least.
Your heart is so beautiful,
As for me, I’ve ceased.